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Sunday, December 27 / 9:13 AM

19/12
happy birthday Nizam !
was posted to th atrium. as usual, not much luck. supposed to go off at 8pm. but Er Sao extended me to 9plus pm. Reach kovan mosque alr going 10pm. Met Huisheng at th mosque and he bring me to th bbq pit. Ate chicken wings, beehoon and cake. hahas ! nice. den cab home with Nizam.

20/12
work as usual. sales wasn't great. very tiring, bought hot choc from TAN. Weichong. ahahas. it was raining, super dun like. homed and tv awhile b4 slpin.

21/12
Bought toto with auntie. Bought all my ppl ages. 5, 10, 15, 16, 17, 18. Only 2 came out. lols. so no win money la. Guohua say if win all th numbers can get a lot of LV bags alr. Also nv win. sian 1/2. And Singapore pool win me of my 50c. D:

22/12
On th bus to work saw MINGJING ! talked abit. she alighted at hg mall with her mum. Feel like watching tv or zhong ji on th bus. sian of working life alr. :@ ate swensens for lunch. yummy yummy !

23/12
I think I saw Fusheng on th bus but I dun call him. I only saw his backview. Scare later call th wrong ppl. hahas. den blahblah, din eat dinner. Guohua so worried that I'll die of hunger like that. haha :D homed and missed Yusra out of no where. I'm really neglecting my peeps and I dunnoe where to get my off day to go out with them. Missed so many ppl's birthday ! my bad my bad. th oncomings one Brandon etc. I'm also working on that day leh. I should have requested for off earlier. sorry sorry.

24/12
Last day of roadshow. had to pack up all th watches. Dinnered at Swensens with Shakina. and finished all my vouchers. lols. and I'm stll craving for that banana split like duhs. Got chocolates from alot of ppl for Xmas and I'm happily eating away. I'm so gonna get a sore throat tmr.

25/12
Opening. Ate zhai mifen with soya bean milk. haha. :D very full. break with ahbao and Daniel. Can't finish th fries. lols. aft work stay back help eunice and shuxian abit. Bye-d and went Tampines for Yuanyuan's home-made biscuits and Guohua's dvd. Train back to store to play bumper car. very hyper today. Dunnoe why. Shijia keep asking me dun play bumper car. Very naughty ok, :P. Waited for Huisheng to come and shuxian ate her emc. Saw that new beanie and shuxian agree with me that she look fuckin xialan, damn her. talked with Siti awhile and she went off with a new crew. Went w/draw money and they decided to play th meteorlite aft they all gang up dun wan let me play bumper car. Majority wins and I bo bian can't play bumper car myself wad.

Go up th thing liao. Was covering my eyes th whole '''journey''. stupid idea of mine to stand far far away from everybody. If we standing tgt at least I won't be so scared leh. hahas. :D th thing stop le and I was chionging down to find a place to vomit. I think shuxian was crying and I din walk over to find her. I dun wan to vomit on th thing you noe. omgosh. feel so terrible. hangover also feel better than that can ! Vomited my Xmas night away. So sorry to Huisheng Daniel Shuxian and Joy. All of us no dinner tgt. Joy also wan vomit but cannot vomit lidat. super sick. and I scare all a bunch of foreign workers with my act of vomiting, so ps can. homed with Huisheng. He not late for work. thank god huh. slept and did ah.

26/12
woke up at 12plus still felling sick. slept again and sorry to Joy ! Her mum cooked our share of lunch leh. felt so guilty but I can't make it to her house. LOLS. jelly legs le. Den wake up around 7pm plus to find a plasma tv in th living room. they got it from korkor. Da pao fish porridge for me. Felt better aft eating favourite food. still have th vomiting sensation. ahahas. super gross. tv till 12am plus and slept. Slept th whole of my off day away.

27/12
and th reason for blogging at this damn hour. some dog that changed my schedule. nv tell me. reach store liao den come home again. holy crap. shit happens and that's not th 1st time le. damn. later maybe not meeting Joy and Huisheng for pool le. at home. can't get out.


and wad do you wan this time round ?

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Friday, December 18 / 10:06 AM

Wednesday.
worked and sales wasn't good like duhs. I'm used to a 15+ commision everyday le. today is less than half of that. D:

Thurs.
Life aint getting any better. Holidays = work + work + endless working.
just when do I get my day off ? Boss came to atrium to look at th sales. ytd sales was 2.6k. meaning 26 dollars divided by 3 ppl. sad huhs. I'm better off inside Isetan. Private sales tmr. omgosh. I think I forgot th procedure like already. Xiaobai came from Kovan. Den bus to hg point. Joy called. Talked and walked to hg8. Bought satay and satay beehoon. homed aft he boarded his bus. Reach hm quite late but slept as soon as I'm done watchin a lil' tv.

Today.
as mentioned its private sale day for ISETAN. omfg. can you imagine all th aunty trying to squeeze each other out of others way. I have seen that and seriously, I dunnoe wad they thinking ok. Alright. Enough of whining, I'm off to work.

I have been neglecting my friends alot since 3 weeks ago. its ok I hope.

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Tuesday, December 15 / 9:19 PM

Today babysitted baobeis. On th phone with Daniel, Christine, Kc, Joy and Huisheng today. Super crapped. the used Daniel's phone to call me. Telling me its free. duhs. and they got scolded by him. hahahas. :D Daniel coming with my pudding he bought from Sakura later. 3cheers for him :D

missed you.
You knew I mean it. why bother asking me to say it out loud.

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Sunday, December 13 / 8:31 PM

8th Dec 2009. tues.
Paragon's 2nd day. Super slack. din sell anything. super pissed. Therefore din earn anything today. counter aunty freakin bad. taught Wani how to do stock take, etc and th watches stuff. Homed. nv got lost at night. for some reason.


9th Dec 2009. wed.
Taka day. Met Aaron on th 1st floor. Then he took me to wilson. Wilson den taught me th Victorinox swiss army watch stuff. Went to staff canteen. nice noodles. homed without selling anything.


10th Dec 2009. thurs.
Back to Isetan. Sold a watch and accessory. super sian de. damn that indian. im not racist but she freakin getting irritating. damn pissed.


11th Dec 2009. fri.
Paragon again. Stock take super pissed. lost count and called boss. Loves are working with me. ahahas. photoed aft that. Ate with Huisheng aft walkin around almost th whole of orchard. Ljs at hg mall. homed and that guy nv tell me he working gy. I still made him walk th whole orchard road with me. thanks and sorry.


12th Dec 2009. sat.
Worked at cafe in th mornin. rushed to tampines to work aft that. sales super good. hahas. earned quite alot. slept on my bus. Saw Choo. He din call me duhs. Almost reach point liao den he called me. Sian 1/2. Talked abit and we both homed. He also workin as promoter leh. hahas. :D


13th Dec 2009. sun.
Met Shasha to do my eyebrow. Ate and rush back store. late for 5mins. nvm. very early le. den close party area. By th time aunty susan they all came back i finish doing everything liao. LOLs. So I'm th one who did it ok. D: Super tired laa. slpet for some hours only. sian 1/2 to th power of 10. :D went 2nd aunt home aft dinnering with Shuxian. Share some secret and she lrt home, I lrt to aunt house. :DD


14th Dec 2009. mon.
Babysit even though its my off day. Met Huisheng, Yunwei and Nizam at mall to buy bbq stuff for saturday. Cab to Nizam house. Dinnered at kopitiam. bused to Joy house. Watched th exorcist. Dissapointed but not to a large extent. Ok ok only. movie marathon on th 26th ! :D

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Monday, December 7 / 10:09 AM

Saturday:
Brunch and went for work. lols. Work was ok. Peiyu ns but Eunice was there la. time passiong by super slow when I'm workin. Aft that met Daniel and he brought me there. Gave Derrick his ang pow. Talked. Nizam trying to make me jealous by saying he watched new moon alr. which he succeeded in doing so. WOW. I'm like waiting for th marshmallow. then th fire not started. :@ ahahas. went fetch Angie. blahblah. raining not suitable for bbq ehs. drank a bit. G(C)arlsberg is like so not sweet. I still prefer Vodka like duhs. beehoon and curry potato with aunty susan and winnie, denise, angie, layhoon came. private talk with angie. learnt smth. gain smth. phototaking. 60 over photos in 45mins. COOL ! Unglam and group de, kissing scenes. All in facebook. Lazy to upload even if I have. ahahs. Went back Mac and toilet time. bus homed tgt. :D

Sunday:
alot of praying sat temples. fetch 2nd aunt. go her house. babysit awhile. went to th sk temple again. prayed and dad drop me off at skrv. Met Xiaobai and Mac-ed. he ate. I din :D diet you noe. ahahas. my ass I'll nv diet like in th holiday mode. Walked to hg mall from his house. Bought XXL chicken. th last time I ate it was with Jasmine and Cally you noe. Den walked home and crapped. Bought orange juice. Not nice de. Becos no apple ma. So I choose orange. So yucky. he homed aft sending me home.

Today:
I hope he do well for his paper. wad he studied last night better went in I hope. Din slp well last night. Think too much I guess. Shit th dream. I hope I dun get lost in Orchard road today. I need to go to the Paragon like now. I'm attached there today. Byes. till then (: more commisions today I hope. I need alot of $$ !

I learnt smth. smth that is gained and some of th things I'd have lost unknowingly. I'm trying very hard, in fact to th best of my ability. I thought I'm alright but th reality reflects that it aint so. I'm gonna try even harder. Trust me. I'll turn into someone you want me to in this long holiday. I'll succeed.

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Friday, December 4 / 10:09 AM

Wednesday, bought Mum for her follow up at sgh. cab there and cab back. bus to work. work was ok. homed aft that.

Thursday, ytd.
Bus to hos and Mum looks ok. homed with Jiawen and Dad. Tired like wthell. Missed watchin new moon. sian 1/2 to 10^1000000.

Friday, today.
Going to discharge my Mum today. Happyhappy. Edit later or smth.

Till then.


th crush aint going away.

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Tuesday, December 1 / 11:33 PM

Baobei came my house and I babysitted them. Very tiring ok. worse than workin. Then bath, feed and play with them. Suddenly remembered that Mum's birthday falls on her op day. so started our plan to celebrate. Unknowingly Da Jie let th cat out of th bag and Mum knew I was outside getting her a birthday cake. lols. then dinner. Jacq jiejie got us satay and xiaobai reach le. Da Ge came much later and we sing and cut th cake aft dinner. Quite last min but what matters is Mum and th kids enjoyed themselves, I'm fine with that. Sent Xiaobai to his 88 bus stop and homed.


I still hold my breath when someone mentions you. I lost my cool and hyperventilates no matter how hard im trying not to.

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Saturday, November 28 / 2:49 PM

brunch chicken rice. Jiawen buy de. Bath and blahblah. preparing to go out liao. Off day today. Going amk 10 liao. Pray hard I dun get lost.

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and so I decided to take 165 instead cos idk 88 take which direction de. A few stops I reach there and he was waiting for me there. walked to amk hub. saw Huixuan once. Walked and cant find anything that I wanted to gt so walked outside amk hub. that even worse. Saw Huixuan again before going J8. Walked and crapped. He lost to me totally at SUBWAY and I got a years supply of cookies. Inside joke. Freakin hilarious. Laughed so mad that I almost can't finish my dinner. Shop for Derrick's present obviously to no avail and bought 2 rubber bands. Homed and he went back store to settle some stuff.

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Thursday, November 26 / 11:42 AM

Going to work soon. IMY. idk why. but yeahs, you won't affect me.


等了一整夜还是没有他的简讯,结果发现自己好傻好傻。

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Wednesday, November 25 / 11:42 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE !

Heyhey. I managed to wish her on time in my blog. Today was a busy day. I sold 3 bracelets, 2 necklances and a ring. Er Sao says th watch I'm falling in love with is not suitable for me. Too big le. Saded. I almost cried. Damn. Sian.

dinner at kfc. too much unhealthy food. Got schedule. Next month got road shows. Er Sao placing me there. Say there's more sales cum promotions. I will get a fat commision. But I dun wan. I'm scare of th pressure I'm gonna face. Imagine 4 or 5 ppl gathering u asking u qns aft qns. Sorry. I'm not a machine gun. Do you think I have th face for Q&A session. I'm no longer that stress durable le ah. Not sure when it happen, where my courage went. What happen to me, like omfg.

习惯一个人的我,并不是缺你不可. the crush will pass and I mean it. I dun love you.
Its a crush. You are insignificant to me.
I really really mean it huh. tired like wthell.
its take a toll on me. And idk how I'm gonna manage that. D:

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Tuesday, November 24 / 10:32 AM

work ytd was alright. standing most of th time. Mum says I spent money readily. quite true laa. I was so tempted to buy th GUESS watches and accersories. Got so distracted that I almost dropped a 1.4K + de watch laa. OMFG. My one month pay plus my commision would then be enough to pay for that le ba. Haix. Den blahblah. Like Mac like that laa. Need to do pre shift and stock take de. I'm going to get that watch when pay comes in like seriously.

I fell in love with that watch leh. HOW HOW HOW ?

Damn th temption. I only have myself to blame if you see me wearing that bangle-like watch next month. I loved it. Oh no. Going to pool and then bake later at Joy's house. Baking chocolate and macadamia cookies later for xiaosiaos. teehees. Off to prepare. Byes.

I missed wushu gang. I want to go out also leh. But I'm not free. wait for me alrights. D: sorry huh.

Edited : Pooled with Siti and Joy. I improved. ahahas. den went to Joy's house. Started and Baoyang came. Carried on. First batch going complete liao den Huisheng arrive. Baoyang cook noodles for all of us. Chatted and homed. I'm scared and I hate dogs. Gosh, her dog chased aft me. And Baoyang scolded me for running. I dun run that dog is so gonna get me alright.

期待让人越来越疲惫,我真的好累好累.

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Sunday, November 22 / 8:54 PM

Fell in love with oldies. Have been listening to them lately. Some of th lyrics like so meaningful laa. Worked. Work was alright. Not very tired. Boss travel. I thought I'd checked everything. Din notice th signboard is not wiped. They claimed to see finger prints. But I think is they pressed their hands there then like that de la. Ridiculous. Derrick says we failed it. I dunnoe and I'm not gonna care. I'm only a 4.00+. not really of my business, conflicts are getting more and more shity.

In th mornin when I can't get my sissors, Denise told me to call th police. Den there's th twins who made me so blur when they wanted to borrow pen or smth from me. LOLs. I got th wrong guy twice. like wthell. Den Joy came. Crapped. I knew she came cos I heard someone calling 'O lu lu'. It gotta be her. Xiaobai is not at work yet. Lunched with Shijia Dear and chatted. Huisheng called and talked again. Met Eunice. Talked. Intro-ed. Taught her smth den Sylvia came. Brief them wad Suzi told me. And left them with Derrick.

Joy and Xiaobai wen to buy dou hua for us. I got th drink instead. Went to crew room. Tried to slp while waiting for Joy to off work and Daniel come in to talk to me, no to disturb. I told him to shut up and he kept talking to me. So I din slp in th end. He said he was buying clothes with Chris and I gave him my topshop vouchers. Lucky him poor me.

Homed aft kena pang seh by Joy. Hate it seriously. thats gonna be th last time I'll wait for someone for so long. If they are not worth th wait. I dun care alr. Off to slp. Workin at Isetan tmr. I hope I pick up th new stuff fast before X'mas. Bless me. :D

Shan't be meeting xiaosiaos and wushu for th whole of next week. as u can see even when I'm on mc I'm still workin. Gonna miss their nonsense. :D

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Saturday, November 21 / 9:43 PM

Work was awesomely, ok today. partnered Clive. and he basically crapped with me th whole mornin. did th putting up of posters, staplering with Clive and Celeste. Ate lunch made by Celeste Mum. It was tasty but I swopped my chicken wings for fishballs. [see this huisheng ? I like fish ! Not meat huh.] Den continue to work. Lost at first then ok le. Clive kept repeating he is cute. and he doesn't know that he is single and also double eyelid de. lols. made me laugh so mad. Off work went to 2nd aunt house, got Jiawen's bag. Bused to hg point and da pao dinner for family. ate bath tv-ed and going to sleep soon. tmr openin. off I go to lalaland. Miss me alrights. (:

Will find time for my wushu gang. Shuhui Shangge etc, wait for me. I will meet u girls up. Soon ! till then (:

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Friday, November 20 / 3:16 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLINGS !

the coughing is making me really sick. I'm sleepy from th medicine like already. start of th holiday and I'm not well le. smth worng with immunity or smth.

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Thursday, November 19 / 5:17 PM

was sick ytd. flu again. this time buy one free one. flu with slight fever. LOLS. sian 1/2. Workin th whole of this week. Pro me, sick also work. Die. Sat event comin and I'm not 100% recovered. lol. Huisheng and Yunwei came to my house aft dinner to pass me psp. talk cock abit and they went off le.

Today:
not yet off work. but feelin alright. th medicine still can make me tahan laa. Going buy my baobeis present later with xiaobai. tmr is their birthday and I have yet to prepare th games 40children are going to play, shall plan later. dinner with xiaobai later. till then.

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Tuesday, November 17 / 6:04 PM

Gave out flyers this mornin with Celeste. Going for dinner soon. Shall update and edit if I'm online when I go home.

Till then (:

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Monday, November 16 / 9:31 PM

Fri :
Worked and pooled with Huisheng, Joy and Daniel. No we went bowling first. den we go bowl. All of us bowled but I din pool. Dinner at White Tangerine. Joy went off for Jap class and Daniel went overseas aft that. Left Huisheng and me there talking. Talked alot. This and that aft that we walked home tgt.

Sat :
Brunched and went to work. Super paiseh like wthell. Huisheng kept introducing me as 'Xiaohei' to th new Mgr, crews and even Havi. LOLs. Din went supper with them. I went home.

Sunday which is also ytd :
Cleared up stuff in my room. Watch some movies on psp and went down to meet Joy and Huisheng for dinner. In th end th 3 of us ate with Joanna Wendy and th 1sst Asst from Hg point. We ate porridge. Crapped as we were eating. I almost can't finish. Laugh until full already. LOLs. Then they accompany back to Kovan. Bought Mei's handphone cover and walked to bus stop. They pei me wait for bus and they walked home. Came home. Bathed and did a ''xiaosiaoehs'' blog for my ah piaos. Slept. They were happy with it like duhhs, :D

Today:
Worked with Pris Shufen and Celeste. It was all about th callin. Tmr den distribute flyers. I'm missing my wushu peeps alr. Huisheng waited for me below my work place when I'm supposed to meet him out th mrt. LOLs. Den we walked to his house there cos i wan to eat fried rice. Blahblah. talked and homed. Updated Xiaosiaoehs de blog alr. Love it.

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Thursday, November 12 / 7:37 PM

Brunch and wake up at 11+ today.
Lucky me. Poor Students in poly huh. (I'm referring to Huisheng! )
Den prepare and go meet Joy. Got my shirt and met Siti. Played pool at White Tang.
Bought shoes and blahblah. Homed. Siti went for work.

Jiaqi is gonna be very very busy. Jio u ppl out in Dec huh. Make urselves available alright !
Loves.

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Wednesday, November 11 / 7:15 PM

and today marks th end of O level 2009.
went to sch. entertaining calls etc. and it RAINED,
cats and dogs heavily. Is it an omen ? maybe.
Paper was alright I guess. I din study much.

Got th job at Isetan. Wad 's going to happen to McCafe. We shall see. I can't be bothered.
I'm just sick of th down crew situation already. and there's nothing they can do about it.
So what if wpr and there's an increase in pay. Pay is still far from ideal.

Jiaqi is gonna be busy even after O levels. Have to wait till Dec den I jio u ppl out. I'm not availabe this whole Nov I guess. But I'm playing pool with Siti tmr. and Sunday is my off day too. I'm tired already. Off to watch my show.

Some other ppl to add on.
I wan to thank Liyin, Alvin, Ghimchoon, Joanne, Qiuyi, Quanjin, Clive, Pork and I forgot who, for their sms-es during those crucial periods. They helped. Ahahas. (: Loves ~

Started this new blog with a post saying I finished O level last yr. And now this post is to announce I finished O level, AGAIN. Irony, hilarious shit.

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Thursday, November 5 / 4:57 PM

8 down. 2 more to go. I will survive.
Like I dunnoe that. events and work after O level. I'm worried I dun have time for training, catching up with beauty sleep + besties, going crazy with wushu peeps and etc etc. Oh mans.

I love maths like I'm lying in ur face. Maths sucks. The only regret is not given th chance to retake bio this yr. I may retake it as a private candidate next yr. I loved biology.

I love Denise, Siti, Joy, Huisheng, Samson etc. They are th ones who made me pull through O levels. I'd have died a terrible death without them. Cheers. Thanks and manymany loves to Yusra, Yingthong, Yunwen, Fion, JASMINE ! Rachel, Don and Dawei for their continous encouragement. Appreciated it. Love all of you huh.. I hope my result isn't a dissapointment.

Smth to whine abt I do get moodswings and I think I'm weird. But why do ppl behave even weirder than me ? Is there smth that disconnects and make them go yaya. I think so. It may even be a understatement. But its not important anymore. I love those who love me. Those who are going all out to like irritate me, I dun give a bloody damn. (:

Enough of whining, off to do revision for Fnn. It gotta be an 'A' this time round. I'm not exppecting anything lesser. Nth but th very best. Jiaqi jiayou !

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I'd say I love you too.
If you said so.