I LOVE WUSHU (:

2011-12-31T22:54:00.003+08:00

SPENT THE LAST 1 HOUR SITTING IN SRG, WATCHING NIZAM AND PEARLIER WORKING.. HUBBY, SICK AND AT HOME SLEEPING. DONT LIKE TO SPEND IT THIS WAY. SITTING BESIDE YUNWEI, I DUN WAN TO PS HIM FYI. HE'S A VERY CLOSE FRIEND KAY. NEW YR RESOLUTIONS: STUDY HARD, STAY CONSTANT IN MY REVISION, GET GOOD GRADES AND COLLECT 400BUCKS FROM MOE. SOUNDS RIDICULOUS I NOE. BUT I REALLY WILL MUG DE KAY. I WANT ME N HUBBY TO STAY IN THE 'LOVING' MODE, NO MORE QUARRELS PLEASE. DADDY TO DRIVE THE COMPANY'S CAR HOME SO THAT WE CAN HAVE A CAR TO MOVE ABOUT. MUMMY'S HEALTH TO IMPROVE AND MAINTAIN THAT WAY, JIAWEN TO EARN ENOUGH AND HAVE ENOUGH TO SPEND. EVERYONE IN MY FAMILY TO STAY HAPPY AND TOGETHER.

2011-12-28T11:09:00.002+08:00

hahaha! #nowplaying MBLAQ's running running. Waiting for the coach, right here at Kuala Lumpur. Hehe(: short vacation overe here at KL from sg. I still love sg the most. Love the cleanliness(:

2011-12-28T11:09:00.001+08:00

hahaha! #nowplaying MBLAQ's running running. Waiting for the coach, right here at Kuala Lumpur. Hehe(: short vacation overe here at KL from sg. I still love sg the most. Love the cleanliness(:

2011-12-25T01:48:00.000+08:00

hohoho! Merry Christmas. Love all my friends! (:

2011-12-23T00:20:00.000+08:00

going malaysia in another 2days. Shall be going with hubby, his mum and shuxian, yunwei lao da and da sao. Idk why, but they are keeping the itinerary from us. Im like -.- i dun even noe where im going. There's no secret right? Unless u wanna sell us off or smth. *tsk* very much annoyed at them. Text them liao nv reply one. Still can ask me why somemore. Dun understand their mentality at all sometimes. Shall change my money tmr. Since, its a bit troublesome to be, without ringgits. And i really wanna buy smth back for them leh..

2011-12-15T23:34:00.002+08:00

time check: half of dec is gone. and i still have tonnes of hw to do.

list of things completed:

meet up with shuting ace thvan n ken.

meet up with alvin and qingqing. miss the rest of the gang.

meet up with jo and gf.

first sheesha with hubb.

meet up with geraldine.

soon-to-be-meet up with guohua daddy, eda and weilin.

soon-to-be-meet-up with ziheng.

soon-to-be-meet-up with the gang *prays hard* everyone is so busy!!

i miss all my friends in MI. I miss my classmates, those that are still here and those that left.

trip to msia with hubb next week. gonna enjoy all those good food!!

downloaded several new games on phone. shall explore.

shall start doing hw soon.

new resolutions: i dun fufill most of them anw -.-

but i really wanna be a geek next yr. i swear, im gonna mug harder like nv before.

im so fucking gonna conquer math for A'level math is next year Nov. im gonna fucking pass it with a decent "C" or even better "B".

i need to get into a business course in U, i need math.

H E L L O, math be nice to me. and i'll b double nice to you.

2011-11-29T11:32:00.000+08:00

no point acting all pitiful. im not going to take that.

2011-11-28T23:49:00.001+08:00

i wanna be like Adeva you noe. have a good r/s with the sister, rich and pretty. im none of that sadly. well, sad life it is.

2011-11-10T15:58:00.002+08:00

i guess its not easy sitting on the fence. i need to take control.

life is not easy. pleasing everybody.

i need to get a life.

there's a wushu camp in Dec. im so going! (:

2011-10-25T14:16:00.001+08:00

3H2 passes. should i be happy? i dun think so. fuck. i still fail math at the end of the day. fuck.

2011-10-24T15:11:00.003+08:00

done with promos, promotional statueses are out. how? idk.

i wanna promote. i need to.

i wan to be able to buy gifts for hubby daddy mummy jiawen.

fuck education, because it fucked me.

out now to go meet hubby, to change shoes at bugis. bye, be back tmr.

JW: good luck for your 'O's. you can do this.

2011-09-28T11:17:00.001+08:00

just so you know, im pretty annoyed by your 'cant-be-bothered-kind of-attitude'. kbye.

2011-09-27T11:19:00.001+08:00

sometimes, somethings were just not meant to be right. i got that, like now. what aint mine, wont be mine no matter how much i tolerated it. fine.

2011-09-20T08:10:00.002+08:00

I SRSLY SWEAR ITS NOT EASY BEING IN MY CLASS. ITS NOT EASY PLEASING EVERYBODY. I SUPPOSE I SHOULD B ABLE TO LIVE WITH IT, EVERYONE WITH THEIR IPHONE, ITOUCH IPAD. APPARENTLY, IM THE ONLY POOR GIRL IN CLASS, OR RATHER, THE POOREST GIRL. HUBBY SAID SMTH LIKE WE CAN GET IPHONE5 TGT, I ONLY TOT OF IT. SMILE AND FORGET ABOUT IT. TOO MANY DEBTS TP CLEAR, FUCK MY PHONE BILLES, THAT LANDED ME INTO FURTHER RECESSION. WAS TRYING TO SAVE AND PAY UP TO THOSE WHOM I OWED MONEY, IM SO FUCKING GUILTY YA KNOW. BUT THE MONEY END UP WENT TO MY BOOKS, MY CLASS, MY FUCKING PHONE BILLS. IDK WHY. BUT THE OUTGOING ALWAYS EXCEED WHEN I DIN CALL PPL MUCH. YEAP, IM WORKING, I CANT MANAGE MY MONEY. OTHER PPL WHO ARE WORKING GET ALLOWANCES FROM PARENTS STILL. I DONT, I NEVER, ONCE IN A WHILE, MUM/DAD WILL PASS ME A 20/30BUCKS WHEN DAD GET HIS PAY. IM LIKE CONSTANTLY IN DEBTS AND I KNOW IT. I SERIOUSLY SWEAR. SOMETIMES I WISHED I IM A RICH GIRL. SO I DONT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT BOOKS, EXPENSES, BILLS, DATING, LIFE AND SUCH. HUBBY WANTED TO EAT SWENSENS YTD, BUT IM LEFT WITH 10BUCKS IN MY WALLET. WTF, I KNOW LA. HAIS, FUCK LA. I ALSO WANT EAT SWENSENS. CONSTRAINED BY MONEY, WTF WTF WTF. NOW, SMTH IS WRONG WITH PHONE, NEED TO TAHAN, IT JUST TURNED A YEAR OLD, JIAYOU PHONE, MY EMPTY WALLET CANT HELP U MUCH. MUM TOLD ME TO STOP TUITION, COS SHE THINK ITS TOO TIRING FOR ME. I KNOW RIGHT, IM FUCKING TIRED AFT SCH LE, STILL NEED GO TUITION. JUST RANTING, COS I KNOW I CANT SOLVE IT. CURRENTLY OWING ***** AND ***** MOOLAH, FUCK, I NEED MORE MONEY. MAYBE I SHOULD QUIT SCH NOW GO WORK, EARN MY LIVING. BUT IF I DO SO, I JUST HAVE 1 FUCKING O LEVEL CERT, I CANT TAKE CARE OF MY PARENTS, I CANT GET MARRIED, I CANT BUY WHAT MY CHILDREN WANT, IDK HOW TO EDUCATE THEM....... THE THOUGHT OF MONEY SCARES ME. TOTALLY. WTF. I SHOULD HAVE JUST WENT AFRICA, LIVE THERE, WAIT FOR PPL TO HELP ME, I DUN WAN TO HELP MYSELF ANYMORE. IDK HOW TO LE. THANKS FOR BEING A LISTENING EAR, I DONT NEED U TO PROVIDE ME WITH A SOLUTION, JUST LISTEN TO ME, THATS ALL U NEED TO DO. MAYBE, I SHOULD JUST... IDK HOW TO COMPLETE MY SENTENCE. IDK.

2011-09-13T15:11:00.004+08:00

im actually jealous, no envious of friends who have iPhones. i love the games. i do. haha... plan is not up. even if i do save up, the most i can do is to get a Cheena iPhone. might as well, forget about it right ? haha. kay, thats b/c im not in a rich family, cannot suibian wan to buy then buy de. that i noe. hence, im not gonna spend energy acting like i feel nth, i do, just that it doesnt matter to anyone, even to myself, anymore... cos i noe where i stand. im not supposed to have that. okay. shut up jiaqi, fucking shut up already.. kay, stop it.

2011-09-08T14:25:00.001+08:00

current location: in front of a plug in the library. had lunch at macs with glen. now back to econs aft lunch. shall finish up econs then get glen to help me finish math. econs consultation was okay. im like just passing all the tests. like down there hanging, want to die, but not dying. shit, stop leaving me hanging. i wanna survive this year. kay, back to books. hubby, miss you!!

2011-08-31T08:59:00.003+08:00

my 400th post here in MI. sch was alright i guess, everybody is alright, except for me. she's being a bitch and i know it. he isnt there and i can see it. kay, thats it. shall study hard now, dont wan to procrastinate alr.... i need to make it this yr. lets go Jiaqi!!! u can do this. too much annoying ppl on the trains, peenois. phat and such. seriously.. i wished i had a car and driving license. others younger than me alr went for lesson, seriously, i hate this. i hate this life of mine. why r others happily in love and im doing the same thing over and over everytime. tired much.

2011-08-29T12:11:00.001+08:00

IM JUST THINKING.. MAYBE THIS, MAYBE THAT. OKAY, THAT CAN NV HAPPEN, FUCKIT.

2011-08-24T18:15:00.002+08:00

I GUESS I REALIZED MY MISTAKE TOO LATE. SAW THE COUNCIL GETTING BUSY AND ALL, I FEEL SO, EMPTY, I COULD HAVE BEEN THERE. A PART OF THEM, WORKING HARD, BUT NO, I GAVE UP MY CHANCE, BY NOT STUDYING. MEANWHILE, I HOPE TO DO REALLY WELL FOR PROMO2. NOT B/C I WANNA GO BACK COUNCIL, BUT B/C OF MY FUTURE. MY FUTURE WITH HUBBY, MY FUTURE WITH DADDY MUMMY N JW. KAY, REALLY GOTTA WORK... BACK TO HITTING THE BOOKS. WAITING FOR HUBBY TO CALL ME SO I CAN PACK UP N GO.. WELL, LIFE'S A BITCH, LIKE IT OR NOT.

2011-08-22T13:09:00.002+08:00

THINGS ARE NV GOOD, ONE THING IM CLEARLY SURE OF. IM SUFFOCATING IN SCHOOL. I FEEL SO LETHARGIC EVERYTIME I STEP INTO THE SCHOOL COMPOUND. OH GOD, SAVE ME. NO, IM GONNA MUG EVEN HARDER. KAY, BACK TO MATH, CHER NV FAIL TO GIVE LOTS OF ASSIGNMENT. HAIX... HATE IT, HUBBY GOING IN NS TMR, TMR TMR TMR!!! HAIX, KAY. WHAT WILL COME WILL COME.

2011-08-16T09:28:00.002+08:00

KAY, ECONS, WELL, SOMETHING BAD HAPPENED. I REALLY DONT LIKE THIS CLASSMATE. SHE'S SO NOISY. WLAO, EVERYTIME CUT MY TURN TO TALK. FUCK SIA. KAY, SHALL STOP BITCHING ABOUT HER, BREAK IS ENDING, BACK TO ECONS, THEN PE THEN MAKAN. AFT THAT CHINESE, GP THEN MOB. HAHA, AFT THAT DATING WITH HUBBY(: AFT SO LONG.. HAHAHA, STEAMBOAT WITH YUNWEI N NIZAM... HEHE ;D LOOKING FORWARD TO DATING TONIGHT. COUNTDOWN: 7 DAYS MORE. HAIX, HUBBY GOING ARMY LE):

2011-08-09T16:40:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 46TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!! NVM, JIAQI IS STRONG ENOUGH TO DEAL WITH ALL THIS SHIT.

2011-08-05T23:32:00.002+08:00

yet to watch captain america. awww~ i dont have time to watch movie). haiya..

2011-08-03T09:44:00.003+08:00

雨下整夜. like the whole night, back to the books. its gonna b a boring day today, i meant, from today on ah. quit being soft-hearted, and beat the hell out of them later. distress abit, binging on ice cream ? so long din do so, cos the last time when i did, its when i fell out of L O V E. jq, another failure, can u try to salvage it again ?

2011-08-02T21:39:00.008+08:00

walked home too many a time. well, im fine. shall nt break down at a time like this. im strong to withstand all this fugging shit. i can do it. jiayou jiaqi. even if the whole world wanna defy you, not to worry, Daisy always have your back. right, Daisy gonna b there for me. i can do this. yeobo told me to fast too, im thinking, why not ? can save some moolah. faster pay back what i owed, faster feel free-er.. im so paiseh, to owe u la. i noe i shouldnt do it, and things just got to get worse, the debt gets bigger and bigger. im sorry, im already trying to earn more. but i cant. idk where my moolah is going. im really sorry, and fuck, if u dun believe me, im dead serious about being sorry. im getting hm later n later. i feel more n more worn out with each increasing day, trying to hang on. b/c i love you still. i dun wan to regret this.

2011-08-01T21:32:00.002+08:00

i give up knowing there are some things i can never achieve. im neglecting our 2nd blog. no, i meant mine. spent too much time doing it, so 不舍得 delete it away. attached to it anw. i knew it. i always knew it, i just gotta stop denying. cos i knew from the bottom of my heart, i lost thoroughly. im a loser, im suffering a major defeat now now now~ nothing's gonna stop it, i knew that feeling best. you make me feel like binging on ice creams i swear. fuck la. why cant things go smoothly and the same shit happening day aft day. arghs, cant talk anymore. i cant talk to you anymore.

2011-07-31T22:16:00.003+08:00

Fuck la. i din see that third msg. cb. and i gave up calling cos i noe my call wont b picked up. im tired enough for today already. puked, u wont noe. u only noe u r unhappy. u r so busy also. u broke ur promise time n again. i decided to walk away, so i wont argue. but plan failed, its worse than argueing.. Ur last day wont come i guess, idk wad u r thinking.. helping out, when... ... the least u can do is inform me that u will b helpin ur boss, u din until smth happened, and thats when i asked.. i tot we can go dating. well, this goes to show i wont get wad i wan. everytime i wanna go dating, i finish my hmwk fast, u went working. i got offs and u went working. sua la. fml, for this week at least. CB, u will nv noe wad i wan, just like i can nv understand wad u wan. I FEEL LIKE BREAKING DOWN AT TIMES, I DUN CARE IF I LOOKED CHILDISH. AT LEAST I WONT GET SO STRESSED RIGHT ?

2011-07-28T06:39:00.003+08:00

IM KINDA STUCKED IN A SHIT CYCLE. THIS WEEK ALL OVERSLEPT, WENT OUT AT 6+... THEN MISSING EMPTY TRAINS, FUCKING DUMB PPL CUTTING MY QUEUES AND ALL. ALRIGHT, THATS ENOUGH I GUESS. I DUN WANNA DO THIS AGAIN. EHK, I THINK, ITS TIME LE LA.. LETS MOVE ON, FORGET ABOUT YOU. COS I DUN WANNA WASTE TIME ON YOU ALREADY. AFTER PUTTING UP WITH YOU FOR SO LONG, I GUESS ITS ENOUGH, FOR ME AT LEAST.

2011-07-27T12:09:00.002+08:00

if i really give up on you, dont come crying. b/c u lost me. and once you do, im gone for good. JIAQI, IS NOT ALWAYS THERE, IF YOU LOST HER, YOU LOST HER. IF SHE GIVE UP, DONT CHANGE HER MIND. COS, SHE WONT MAKE CHANGES LE. I IS 死心 LE. JUST LIKE THOSE WHOM I GIVEN UP, IDK WHAT TO SAY TO YOU ANYMORE. KAY, IM NOT EMO-ING. CHER GAVE US TAKE5, GONNA SLEEP FOR SHORT WHILE, AND CONTINUE WITH LESSON AFT THAT. BYE, YOU NOE JIAQI LOVE YOU WHEN SHE SAY SHE DOES.

2011-07-26T06:33:00.002+08:00

YOU KNOW MY NAME BUT NOT MY STORY. LIFE HAS BEEN SCREWED AS IT IS. YOU TOLD JAS AND NANA I SLAP YOU RIGHT ? DID U EVEN TELL THEM WHAT DID YOU DO B4 I DID THAT, NO YOU DIN. YOU ACHIEVED YOUR AIMS, HEREBY I CONGRATULATE YOU. MAYBE YOU STILL IN THE SECONDARY SCHOOL PERIOD-TRYING TO ''SNATCH FRIEND'' , BUT I DUN GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE SERIOUSLY. I NEEDA STUDY HARD, AND I CAN ASSURE YOU THIS IS THE FUCKING FIRST TIME YOU APPEARED IN MY BLOG, AND THE LAST ONE YOU WILL EVER DO SO. WELL, THIS IS LIFE, YOU HATE ME AND I KNOW IT. YOU HIT ME ON COUNTLESS OCCASIONS AND I REMEMBER IT. HOW ABOUT ME RETALIATING AND HITTING YOU BACK THE NO. OF TIMES YOU HIT ME. THAT WOULD BE GREAT RIGHT ? NOT MENTIONING THE TIMES YOU SLAP ME. CB, GOTTA STOP SERIOUSLY. CANT B BOTHERED ANYMORE.

2011-07-25T17:56:00.002+08:00

OKAYS, LONG DAY AT SCHOOL: SURVIVING. TONNES OF HW TO COMPLETE, SHALL DO THEM AFTER I WAKE UP FROM SUPER DEPRIVED SLEEP. THEN ITS PACKING BAG, AFT THAT ALMOST TIME FOR SCHOOL. WOW, SHIT DAY AT SCHOOL, OH LORD, SAVE ME, I ALMOST COULDNT MAKE IT THRU WITHOUT HIS TEXTS): THIS IS SO FUCKING ANNOYING, I NOE IT AND THE THING IS I CANT FREAKING STOP IT, KAY, ENOUGH OF WHINING. NB, STOP STARING AT ME OKAY.

2011-07-24T22:39:00.001+08:00

FML THIS HAS TO HAPPEN TO HAPPEN ON MY 2ND WORKING DAY THERE. WLAO, DAMN THE UNCLE, IM NOT A THIEF. BYE, OFF TO SHOWER AND DO SOME HOMEWORK.

2011-07-23T20:10:00.001+08:00

i feel worse being fucked a hundred times when u ignore me. stop it. thank you.

2011-07-21T23:24:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 489TH TGTR(: LOVE YOU MANY, NEEDA SLP. DYING FROM LACK OF SLEEP):

2011-07-19T22:24:00.002+08:00

16th months in love. not easy actually. alright, just gotta hang on, things will get better, day by day. school was hectic, every monday makes me look forward to weekends, which are working days, oh yeah, fuck it. secured 2H2 passes i hope. GP, Math and Econs, gotta really mug hard for it. haix. everything is stressful, thank god for letting me pull thru each and everything obstacle. altho i cant talk to hubby about my probs alr, i will make it thru, because i am Jiaqi(:

2011-07-15T21:09:00.001+08:00

back to posting. been a long week. 24hrs a day is really not enough. haix. wished i had more time, for studying, for finishing homework, for sleeping, for dating, a million things that i wanna do. KAO. hubby is going in to NS alr.. and he estimated Nov sia.. tot he will have time for me. but no. heng he resign alr.. if not how to cope with work and ns sia.. worried abt his health also.. alright, promos was over. and i screwed it. despite me spending much more time on mugging. Failed GP, Math n Econs. Passed MOB. Chinese nv get back yet. Hope can pass chinese, at least manage 2 passes, so dad n mum wont b sad): be back posting soon. kthxbai(:

2011-07-07T10:34:00.002+08:00

mum said it again, if i dun make it, i should go work already, dun waste time n money to study anymore. bleahs~ this suck.

2011-07-05T14:06:00.001+08:00

u said idk wad wad u want.

but wad u want is not what i want.

in case you dunnoe.

it was like, woahs~ i knew it.

blahblah~ i suck at it, seriously.

2011-07-04T17:35:00.002+08:00

actually, finished watching Insidious by myself.

hubb wasnt free to watch with me, thats th thing.

so many other movies i wanted to watch with him.

he not free ley. i noe la, working is important. just grumbling a lil'

done with it(:

going for a run with him, yes mac stuff.

either way also time spent with him.

cant complain much le.

at least he bother to jio me go right, he can just shut up about it,

and pei me after that.

hahaha(: deal with it! nth much to argue le.

JUNE,

schedule still not planned as properly as i tot i could.

i end up doing smth else on off days, and chiong+mug during last week of holiday.

alright, my fault to start and end with..

shall pay back by, studying even harder when sch resumes next next week.

at least thats wad i told myself.

and wad i promised many.

19th years old, no time to waste anymore.

Jason and many gonna get into Us' soon, im still a PU1 student.

godamn, F! it.

i dont have money to go private, fpr psychology/law.

Hence i need to buck up now, at least 3B's for H2 right ?

if not, biz course also cannot get in luh..

the thought of going U with hubb is awesome(:

provided im good enough to go U right ? wad if hubb go U, and end up i need to go work alr.

how sad is that, highest qualification, A level. no Ace somemore.

i'll b like super pathetic, i dun wan to b laughed at being dumb/being a retainee already.

haix... if u noe wad i mean...

i dun wan to b at the streets, sweeping floor.

hubb say aft we get married i no need to work de.

if like that of cos good luh, but aiyo, think la..

this is sgp, how can depend only on one income.

what's more, he gonna go into NS already...

i still need to work now, to support all of my allowances, at least for now.

* IN A REALISTIC MODE~ *

alright, enough of procrastination.

*pulling socks up*

Work wise,

gonna get transferred to Takashimaya.

yes, i noe.. town area right.

WTF, im most probably going out for work earlier than at TM, cos i often get lost in town.

NO. im always lost, working at scotts, i have Kenneth to bring me around to eat.

running errands for Koss, got Hubb use iPhone navigate us ard..

aiyo. wads gonna happen to me!

some more, town food is ex lo..

shit, greater expenditure.

W O W S ~

JQ, your life sucks big time.

on a brighter note, sales is better in town.

so my comm should increase, meaning my income will increase right ?

using econs concept of YED, the change in income is less than proportionate to the increase

in price of good, food in this case.

WLAO, i need to buck up at Taka, since i already pass the interview.

NOT EVERY PERSON PASS THE INTERVIEW.

i cant let myself down too.

while working, can remind myself.

if i dun study hard now, i'll still b selling watches, 10, 20years down the road till i die.

i will stand and rot all the way till i end work everyday.

is this wad i wan ?

NO WAY.

I WAN TO LIVE IN A BIG HOUSE.

I WAN A MAID TO SVC hubb, dad, mum and of cos, ME. Mum always like to say i dun do housework. of cos, who likes doing housework?

I WAN TO BUY DADDY N MUMMY a BIG HOUSE TOO.

I WAN TO BE ABLE TO BUY WHATEVER I FANCIED, REGARDLESS LUXURY/NECESSITY.

I WAN TO LIVE MY LIFE PROPERLY.

I DUN WAN TO DEPEND ON HUBBY ONLY.

I WAN TO B ABLE TO GIVE DADDY N MUMMY A SUM OF MONEY EVERY MONTH FOR THEIR ALLOWANCES.

SO MANY PLACES I WAN TO GO WITH HUBBY, DISNEYLAND, PARIS, ENGLAND BLAHBLAH.

I WAN MANY MANY MONEY.

WLAO, i sound so greedy.

but hey, who is not greedy.

im in debts to so many ppl. im so paiseh to like ask for help in the first place liao..

then still took a long time to return them):

JQ, make more money luh!

alright, i will work hard de.

R/s wise.

im like idk wad to say to him.

siao. both so talkative. where got nth to say.

but thats th thing.

a thousand things to say, and im like "muted" by the time i see him.

like someone press a remote on me, and that someone pressed 'mute'.

haix.. i gave up thinking of wad i can say. im still trying though.

and i get one word reply sometimes.

sometimes just a nod. and i get dejected often ah.

i noe he is responsible, in fact, very responsible in terms of work.

i din say anything about it already, i gave up saying.

since i cant help him to solve his existing problems, i better not add on to his problems.

okay, i love him. and this is wad i will do! make him happy(:

you have high expectations, so do i. we are all humans.

read this from someone's post:

- dun expect

- dun assume

- dun ask

- dun demand

yes, these 4 don'ts do make my life better.

dun expect, so i have no disappointments. whatever happens becomes a bonus, i is happy(:

dun assume, so that no wrong decision can b made on my part. then i will not b at fault. i is happy(:

dun ask, cos whats mine will b mine. if its not mine, no point asking. i is then happy(:

dun demand, cos wad i demand of others is wad others will demand of me.

if i dun wanna do extras, others wont too. i is then happy(:

if i possible, i want to make everyone happy.

but i noe i cant.

i noe im greedy, but tell me, who isnt.

everytime i walk past mccafe, haix, i feel like making coffee sia.

maybe Vera will let me go back 'play play' during CNY ba.. :D

the tot of it thrilled me((:

i still like making coffee, out of all the jobs i have been through.

i miss the original cafe team too.

all of us are gone, except for Suzi.

went to find her one day, i forgot when with Shuxian.

so happy to see her and talk to her..

well, she is still working there still. promised to text her often. not yet done so. -.-

well, i better survive this year being alive first..

me, myself..

pimple face, obese, no luh.. slightly.

needa go workout soon. the last time i went to a gym is in March. wows, thats very long ago.

im neither happy, nor unhappy.

i dun find any reason to b unhappy, or any reason to b happy. half half ba..

Wushu.

WLAO, training can die only.

Mdm Wang went back to China le.

haix, she is the best coach i ever had for 7 years.

She is irreplaceable. if not for her, im alr an 'ah lian' or smth.

like D**** who went astray, coach taught me more than wad she could.

the things and lessons learnt, how to b a better person.

inculcated values like integrity and honesty.

Well, i missed getting scolded/beaten by teacher.

She is motherly, and she just knows how to change her way of teaching to make sure we really improve/adapt.

went to her frewell party at Reiyin's hse. its awesome, although im late becos of work la..

i miss her, really ~

thats all for now. a long update x.x

will b back soon, i promise.

it wont be such a long update, if i really cannot find the time, then weekly hao ma ?

JIAQI, JIAYOU. YOU CAN ONLY DEPEND ON YOURSELF LE.

OTHERS WONT HELP YOU DE.

STAND TALL, JQ. YOU DONT NEED ANYONE FOR SURVIVAL, JIAYOU.

2011-06-18T00:50:00.002+08:00

seriouly ah. my life is screwed as it is. just when i tot i met you, things got better, i just got to be annoyed by all the fucking things that can happen. FUCK. F MY LIFE AS HARD AS YOU CAN. BECAUSE I CAN ASSURE YOU, YOU DONT GET A SECOND CHANCE LIKE THIS.

2011-06-13T22:53:00.003+08:00

IM NOT GONNA LET YOU OFF. YOU FUCKING LET ME GO HOME MYSELF. AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN, FML, YOU DID IT WELL. SO MUCH FOR COMING OVER TO FETCH ME AH.

2011-06-12T17:19:00.002+08:00

like seriusly, this happens too many times.

its y fault that i cant manage my finances well.

i wished i was born in a rich family. i really did.

then i dun have to work for my bill, eat, transport and all.

i even thought of marrying an old man. i mean, who cares.

i can marry anyone, anyone that gives me lot and lots of money.

i love money.

all the times especially now.

i wan to marry a rich guy because i dun wan to work aft i got married.

i dont want to worry about not having enough money for eating, for bills and such.

i dont wan to see smth i want, i see smth i like and yet i cant afford for it. how sucky is that.

you wont noe it unless you went through it.

i quit mcd, worked at Isetan. gave tuition now.

earn more spent more.

dunnoe wad to do.

expenditure increases in many forms, bills, transport, blahblah.

i got that urge to quit sch now and work instead. solve the current problem.

go private later. but then again. private is not exactly cheap.

wad a fuck up life of mine.

June hols, supposed to be GSS. yet, i have no money to shop. well, this is life.

gotta go for wedding dinner already. ciao.

hubb, miss you alright.

2011-05-17T12:02:00.001+08:00

so many things to say. but, the most important of all,

I LOVE YOU(:

2011-03-31T19:10:00.001+08:00

dont make promises when you cant do it.

how many times has it been in say 5 days le ?

seriously, just stop it.

2011-03-20T00:01:00.002+08:00

yesterday was our 1year.
although it din look like that, i love you nonetheless.
HAHA(: i enjoyed watching ming zhong in the afternoon with u if not for the hungry stomach. and the junk i ate, made me thirsty the whole day.

had a good cry. i noe wad i want after all.
but wad i wan and wad i have is not important anymore.
thats not the issue. or rather no longer the issue.
thanks for everything up till this point of time.
thanks for coming down although u dun intend to.
really, i noe its hard on you.
i noe its alot of effort from you.

and im not gonna ask of anything from you already.
its more than enough.
you r awesome, awesome ttm(:

im having my comp soon.
will u come n see me compete.
i think you will b working ba.
then nvm le la, if im good enough i can get a medal and show u my medal.
if im not, there;s nothing to boast of also. like seriously.

i miss you, haha. it sounds funny to have this coming from me right ?
OMG. i cant sleep.
hope you r sleeping alr.

i will try to.

2011-02-10T20:25:00.000+08:00

happy 19th birthday JIAQI! (:

2011-01-18T16:03:00.002+08:00

current location: some McDonald Restaurant.
Current mood: unhappy.
Health status: fine.

The way this cafe do their berry mocha is different from ours.
But, theirs is not as sweet n more soothing.
Can try to feedback to management when i get back to work.

People im missing now: Siti, Denise and many more.
Cravings: Chompchomp stingray.
People im hating now: you noe who you are.

its been so long since i had the whole afternoon to myself.
My afternoon. My say.

Had lunch with mummy n big aunt.
I feel like i had accomplished smth big.
Haven been able to go out with them much,
spend time with them for so long.
I feel so bad.
The lunch with them was simple, harmless and cosy.
No arguement, no unhappiness, no scolding, no pin-pointing.

Im gonna miss these when i begin my hectic school life next monday, 24012011.

Of cos, i miss sch ppl like cheryl, yaqiong, zubaidah, nurul, aishah, afidah blah blah blah.
So long since i saw them.

People i wanted to see n hugged and already done so:
Geraldine, Shuting, Qingqing, Singyuan, Wanjing.

I missed them so much. So so much.

People whom i owed them school stuff (like notes...)
Jed, im so sorry.
ken, im sorry two.
Weiting, im sorry three.
Sheryl, im sorry four.
Ting ting, im sorry five.

Aww. Im gonna miss today.
My idea of a good afternoon.
No hw, nothing to do.
Play nds, play with phone, doing nothing.

And, tmr's the tenth with hubby(:
hahaha. Unfortunately he's got sch. There goes my picnic plan.
X.X sad to say. But i told him sch is more important.
It is true after all. Haha(:

okays. Time back to ds, miss me dudes.
I missed some of you seriously.

Oh ya, i saw yaqiong at outram and weiyin at serangoon ytd(:
now, thats a surprise(:
a very good one(:

2010-12-26T19:14:00.002+08:00

365th post.

i tot i could have blogged everyday. but im wrong.

i dont even have th time to sleep.

trust is something to be earned n kept.

i lost them unseemingly.

no. maybe i dont have them in the first place.

trust, is something i can forget about getting.

faith is something i cant reach too.

if someone else, can, believe i tot u can do so too.

apparently, god prove me wrong,

had wanted to ask if u wanna go to IT Fair at the Expo with me.

you are working. that means u cant.

i mean i dun mind going alone. but im just not in the mood.

GOSH, with all these happening, tell me how am i supposed to wake up without all the nightmares.

I need to take some steps back.

I need to talk to you. i want to.

i cant s;[ well at night not talking to you.

2010-12-25T19:07:00.005+08:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

绝不能失去你

没有你我会是谁
心停在哪里都不对
把今天擦掉昨天空白一片

那一天在那一天
可以继续未完情节
在这交叉点谁陪在你身边

就算全世界都要把你否定
也不能让我放弃你

就算我们的过去都没有了证明

我依然守护你
Oh Baby Baby Baby My Baby Baby
我决不能失去你
你手心
你声音
还占领我的心
怎能忘记
想你就像是呼吸

Oh Baby Baby Baby My Baby Baby
我决不能失去你
不管你在哪里
我一定会找到你

没一天没有一天
用流星雨成全誓言

你就会发现永远并不遥远

就算全世界都要把你否定
也不能让我放弃你

就算我们的过去都没有了证明
我依然守护你
Oh~~~~
Oh Baby Baby Baby My Baby Baby
我决不能失去你
你手心
你声音
还占领我的心
怎能忘记
想你就像是呼吸

Oh Baby Baby Baby My Baby Baby
我决不能失去你
不管你在哪里
我一定会找到你

Oh Baby Baby Baby My Baby Baby
我决不能失去你
你手心
你声音
还占据我的心
却能忘记
想你就像是呼吸

Oh Baby Baby Baby My Baby Baby
我决不能失去你
不管你在哪里
我一定会找到你

不管你在哪里
我一定会找到你

Heard this song over the radio. brought back some awesome memories(:

ILOVEYOU, you noe who you are(:

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL YA(:

2010-12-17T22:12:00.003+08:00

HELLOS, me is the back(:

alright. ''few'' things to update.

-had been to the flyers with Bii on our 8th monthsary(:

-had been binging on junks this holidays.

-had been staring into space alot before i slept of late. thinking about nonsensical stuff.

-had text Boss for Dec and Jan schedule.
promoters: currently not hiring will let u ppl noe soon if my job needs part timers.

-had not studied next yr stuffs. totally not in the mood.

-have yet to go out with Jenny n Cheryl.

-had been watching Zhongji, but... nv finish la..

-been watching alot of Kvideos. thanks to Shuxian's recommendations.

-had been working at cafe still. i just love the job.
but i aint surviving on the job. pay nv increase, but prices of things just goes up n up.

-had no more nightmares. hahaha! irony huhs.

-had ''re-mastered'' 42 Taiji Quan. currently learning the sword.

-had photo with WANG LAO SHI smth i nv did in GOING 6 LONG YEARS.

-had celebrated WANG LAO SHI's bday.

-had finished listening to all the songs in my card finally, at least once.

-got invited to Geraldine's and Lijun's house for bday celebration n Xmas countdown.

-got cravings satisfied, thanks to Bii and my somewhat pitiful salary from McD. all the chocolates and cinnamon melts. woohoo! i dun really care if im putting on pounds alr. Eat already then say ba.. XD. like so responsible... i will say im still growing up. if i dun get the food i wan, i cant grow up properly. or should i say, horizontally ? lols.

-had improved textures of milk for latte every week.

-had been to the public library twice. im so proud of myself.

-had photo taken with Lijun(:

-had photo taken with Sheryl(:

-had photo taken with Joshua(:

-had been to Facebook.

-had dinner with Lionel, Jiawen's Bf, Jiawen, Wenda, Wang lao shi and xiao Wang lao shi, Jerome Joshua, Sheryl, their parents. i miss this kind of major gatherings.

-had lunches with
*Jiawen.
*Yanshu.
*Amelia
*Shangge
*Jingjing
*Zenn
*Lionel
*Guiquan
*Lijun
*Douglas(i like his name! they call him ducky!! like wad bii call me YAZI(: )
*Jerome
*Sheryl
*Joshua
alright the list goes on. but im lazy to type.

QHB 2010 has officially ended. and im kinda missing every bit of it. omg!
2011 QHB faster come ya! i cant wait.
But first, i will study for promos first. then comes QHB.
I love QHB. I love th ppl even more.

most importantly, i ended QHB safe n sound. in one entire piece. i would like to thank biiLOVE for letting me go back for training. I did wad i promised him, i din injure myself. I would like to thank him for being so understanding. I would like to thank him for doting and pampering so much. Although i whined, i know he's still the best and he's the one who love dote on me the most. hahaha! dun jealous of me ppl. i cant share wad he gave me. so(: im very happy! hahaha!
bii i love you okay!

alright, enough of my happiness(: dun wan u all to scold me also(:

People, humans, friends and classmates, i miss you all lehssssssss!
we should meet up soon! I miss Shuting. I miss our sauna session.

I like Super Juniors' Key leh. He's cute. So does Hong Ki(:

2010-10-17T18:25:00.007+08:00

story of scorpion and the tortoise.

once, there's a dumb scorpion.

she's no swimmer th dumbest kind of dumb.

then, the kind-hearted tortoise swam well.

the scorpion needed the tortoise's help to cross the river.

the scorpion then asked the tortoise.

''can you carry me across the river?''

the tortoise promised her at once.

but on one condition.

without hesitating, as always.

as kind-hearted the tortoise was, as hurtful the scorpion was.

he said ''you mustn't sting me. you can't. we will both drown''

''okay. I wont.''

the scorpion got on th tortoise's back.

the tortoise swam across th not-that-shallow but-quite-deep river.

they both drowned to death.

the scorpion stinged the tortoise.

upon stinging, the tortoise asked ''why did u sting me ?''

she said ''i cant help it. its not my intention to hurt you.''

and they died.

i pity the tortoise.

but im more of th scorpion.

i hurt my tortoise.

the tortoise survived the sting.

i hope, i will never have to ask my tortoise to carry me across the river.

i will learn how to swim.

and if i have to drown i will have to drown alone.

i dont want th tortoise to die too because of me.

its too bloody selfish.

and th tortoise, upon learning his lesson, will never get into contact with her already.

i hope th tortoise is happy.

he's been suffering for too long, too painfully, too not deservingly.

he doesnt deserve all th crap.

bye tortoise, be happy.

if given a chance, i will nv sting u again.

even if, its my nature.

i will change that.

ILOVEYOU.

2010-10-11T23:34:00.004+08:00

My 360th post.

last post as dated, National Day.

hmms, Promos2 paper ended today.

last paper, H2 chinese language paper.

tot of nothing aft th paper. just wanna slp alot.

met LOVE aft that. spent th noon(:

hmms, i have been missing out on alot alot alot of things.

seriously.

i din even have time to be on MC until recently.

am abit of a sore eye.

just a summary of wad i have done for th past ''months'' that i hadnt been updating and all.

shall clear away th dust now. will change th skin once im free. will blog once a week i hope :X

-met up with

yusra.

yanqi.

yingthong.

xiu en.

jessie.

3 jasmine(s).

xiao li.

-bus/train to sch with:

geraldine.

farah.

singyuan.

michelle.
jed.

taufik.

PS: I saw Ms Chia on 74 when im homing from sch.

Keep on pressing on!

had awesome meals at:

subway.

pepper lunch.

jacks place.

sakae sushi.

shabushi.

fell in love with:

tomato twisties.

sour cream pringles.

wu hua guo(a kind of preserved fruit).

brown rice.

seaweed(those korean shop de).

studied with:

jason.

marcus.

porky kokhong.

lioness lionel.

sonny zhiyong.

cheryl lim.

yanling.

minmin.

jiaqi.

jialing.

jiaxing.

jialiang.

jed.

geraldine.

singyuan.

shuting.

xinyi.

qingqing.

justina.

watched movies with:

LOVE(:

Yunwei.

Nizam.

Ayu. and her 2 chidren.

Wendy Mama and her 2 daughters.

Anwar n wife.

Candice.

Aishah.
Diyana.

Afidah.

Lita.

Did projects with:

Cheryl.

Yaqiong.

Afidah.

Weiding.

Liyang.

Xiaolin.

Minmin.

and outings at:

chalets.

Ecsape.

Pastamanias.

Seoul Gardens.

and places i forgot like towns.

alright gotta slp. will update soon(:

loveya ppl. miss me alright(:

shall remove dead links soon.

gonna chiong some dramas too.

PS: ILOVEYOU(:

2010-08-09T23:15:00.007+08:00

HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY SGP.

I LOVE SGP BECAUSE:

1.This is th place I'm born, grown up and having everything I have now.
2.This is th place I met my special someone.
3.This is th place I noe I wan to settle down, get my family my house, my car, my everything.
4..This is th place I got my wushu gang and th Shanghai trip.
5.This is th place I played my PSP and NDS.
6.This is th place I met ppl of all kinds and got my lasting-till-forever friends.
7.This is th place I know I won't go away even when SGP faces a crisis.
8.This is th place I know family and friends will be here no matter wad.
9.This is th place I facebook-ed. XP.
10.This is th place I proudly call, my home.
11.This is th place I marched for th first time in school for NDP parade.
12.This is th place I wore heels/cpourt shoes for more than 18 hours.
13.This is th place I fell deeply in love with chocolates and ice cream.
14.This is th place I feel really safe to be in.
15.This is th place I fell in love with my job at cafe. and it has been my first job ever in SGP.
16.This is th place I met wonderful colleagues unlike wad friends say that colleagues are bad ''ppl''. at least not all are. only some(:
17.This is th place I met my wushu gang and got my xiaosiaoehs.
18.This is th place I have all th memories from young and I wouldn't wan to forget any of that although i alr forgot some D:
19.This is th place I watched th foreworks and sat on th flyers.
20.This is th place I noe I belong. I wouldn't wan to stay in other countries come what may even if th conditions is awesome ttm. like disneyland. its only a temp place of pleasure. I noe my priorities.

I ♥ SINGAPORE!

happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to you!

happy birthday to SINGAPORE!

happy birthday to you.

*muacks!*

2010-07-30T17:33:00.004+08:00

unknowningly its TGIF, 2 weeks since i first face this term seriously. another 2 weeks had passed. i cant seem to do any work, like hardworkingly. smth is wrong. damn. i feel so out-of-sch-kind-of-weird. sch is horrible for me. so am I. homing late everyday. hope things will be better aft NDP and YOG.

Had my parents meet. it was awesome. my results are awesome as well. awesome to a fact that i might not go up to year 2. and if I were to advance up there goes my council. council had been a pillar of utmost strength in sch. most of th times, th ppl htere encourages and motivates one another. since i cant seem to link and click with class ppl. they became relatively important for me. not that i din try. i did. but yay im giving up. i'm giving up on a lot of things alr. so i'm giving up on my class ppl. or until they talk to me, i'm keeping dumb and to myself. Elin and Cheryl are closer to one another aft th trip to Taiwan. just like me 3 years ago with th gang.

I had enough. if there's a need to be friends with them. i promise to try again next yr. since next yr doing project work, i will be needing ''friends''. just let me survive year one for now. I really dun wan to end up in RP next yr, or worse still working at th age of 19 with an ''O'' level cert. Retained as a matter of fact alr slowed me and I'm actually 1 year behind ppl of my batch. some are alr taking ''A'' level this yr where I'm barely through my mid years. I decided this is enough. I'm gonna be studious and sacrificed whatever there's to be sacrificed. My TV, my PSP, my Facebook, my staring into space times.

I will get back to my social life aft 2 freaking months, 8 weeks, 56days. life is going to be even harder in days to come. so many to do so little time. god. time mgt!

gotta go. seeya peoples soon!

oh yay! I saw Ms Chia sometime last week! AWesome kind of surprise. missed her lessons ttm!

2010-07-24T19:55:00.004+08:00

exactly 20 days since i last blogged. a list of my completed-to-do-list:

-spent some quality time with [L].

-finished promos.

-finished learning 3 out of 6 drills for ndp.

-completed 'A' H1 Chinese listening compre.

-finished mob tutorials on time ;)

-finished most of th rehearsals for ndp.

-homework, at th very least attempted rather than just un-touched.

-attempted to make everyone happy.

-attempted to eat smth less starchy.

-attempted to skip ''high tea'' of chocolate pastry.

-ate cinnamon melts whenever I craved for it. [im lazy to buy it during March!]

-watch some TVs with family.

-watched some MVs.

-stared into space for more than 5minutes.

-Ate dinner before 2100. Cos I'm homing late almost everyday.

upcomings-to-do:

-meeting up with [L] tmr. :D

-more time for [L].

-ndp over.

-watching YOG with [L].

-movie date soon with [L].

-finished homework on time.

-meet up with Anne [TONGHUA I MISSED YOU].

-accompanying Denise Love! for her cafe trng if possible.

-visit to YOV with council ppl.

-sparing some time to watch some zhongji.

-movie date/bowling date/pooling date with wushu gang. i missed them ttm.

-night study in sch.

-going hm with [L] and seniors aft night study.

off to do my sch work. loveyouppl. will update asap.

2010-07-03T20:29:00.003+08:00

been munching alot. during studying during tv time, during almost anytime. cravings cravings and more cravings. gotta stop soon. am eating eclairs now. yummy yummy(: hahaha. was talking to denise and angie just now. small stomach alert! gotta stop stop stop! anw. had finish 4 papers for promos, 4 down, 1 last one to go. H2 Chinese literature. not prepared at all. gawww!

gotta go sleep or smth soon. sleepy aft a day of work. :D happiness derived from that someone :D awesome ttm.

2010-06-26T19:41:00.000+08:00

i missed him ttm right now. awwwwww.

2010-06-25T10:39:00.002+08:00

many thanks to VIN.

my blogskin is done. somehow, just some htmls he typed and its fixed alr.

happyhappy. :D

off to boyfr house. he still sleeping. omg!

alright. he worked until very late last night. understandable. (:

i love him. haha (:

oh ya, and its promo1 right aft hols.

god bless, everything is in control. except for maths.

omgosh. pass me okay i love you, dearest sub.

make a tomb,

jiaqi died cos she failed maths.

2010-06-16T16:08:00.004+08:00

It was nv easy giving up. giving up that special smth that I loved and commmited for 6 long years. i dun wan to skip training anymore. I love wushu, yes i really do. But my knee hurts, sometimes.

i miss wushu gang and ppl. i miss them ttm.

yet MI is doing all it can to take me away from th things i wan to do. I decided it has nothing to do with my time mgt. nothing at all. simple things like meeting up with them to do revision i also dunnoe go where to fnd th time. i feel so, drained of everything that got to do with wushu.

inter comp. i wasn't there. not a single day. bugged by school actitvities dat aft day. Finale also lidat. stucked in th fuck up sch. wan cab there also cannot, they alr going hm. crap. I miss them ttm like seriously.

I dun have that sense of belonging in sch. like everybody is in their own clique. Especially aft I laid out everything to be discussed, Wtf. I dont used to have that kind of problem. I miss gang even much much more, aft I grad, I worked, I got no time to even go bowling with them, do revision with them. forgot when's th last time Alvin said to meet up and study with them, I wanted to watch IP MAN II, I wanted to do so many things. a hell lot more that my pea size brain can't remember yet important. When's th last time i saw all of them ? when i saw them for th last training ? when's my last outing with them ? when's my last meal with them ? when'sd th last time I said ''jiayou'' for them.

our strength tgt is not exactly small, but we are strong. I'm losing all th bonds, i get that feeling i am. I hate that. Ms Zhou is pressing for me to go back to training. How can I, when my knee seriously hurts and idk how to communicate with th ppl there. its not a 'tgt' feeling i got you noe. stressed. i miss my gang. i miss them lots.

2010-05-29T18:27:00.004+08:00

holidays = going to school every single day of holiday. meaning no holidays. its just a term used to let th public noe that we have something called holiday in june. oh gosh im so not looking forward to sch holidays. but rather spending time with love ones xiaosiaoehs, and wushu gang, th picnics and gatherings for school ppl putside sch bah. maybe that's th greatest things to look forward to. other than that damn th holidays. omfg. wad a no life June eh.

im gonna miss cafe food, nothing else about th sch made me wanted to miss about D: sad.

2010-05-24T21:24:00.001+08:00

i'm realy really tired alr. i'm having papers on wednesday! omgfml.

and you, i have got no time to entertain you. spam all you wan. i got someone i love alot already. so nothing's gonna change. stupid stalker. you aint getting your way. have some faith in me :)

2010-05-10T21:58:00.004+08:00

time to blog. i have yet to watch ip man II. damnit or smth. i wan more than 24hrs per day!!!

was busy wiith meetings aft meetings, rehearsals aft rehearsals. it was plainly busy and awesomely tiring. although teachers says that is enriching. of cos, its bullshit to me. Institute day, i mean speech day for MI 2010 officially ended on 080510. one event down and more coming up YOG and everything. sian. i haven watch

I-Day: I bought a 2inch heels th night before that. din wan to buy too high de. and im right. th 2inch nearly killed me when im doing ushering. was waiting for guest of honour to come. then my leg cannot stand th heels, almost took off shoes and waited with fellow seniors and president. played abit and went to hall see concert. :D i realised i cant do without aircon that day. :P

sunday work liao went to find darl. he's sick. damnit. hate it. had upcoming tests and presentations. had th gp one today. tutor just give topic and we present on th spot. not too bad luh. (: quite well done i'd say. :D

NAPFA: first time i failed shuttle run and stnading broad jump. damn th knee. i din dare to do anything reckless. i dun wan to die now you noe.

Tengteng: I wan to be top 15% from th bottom liao la although we aim to be th top. hw almost everytime nv submit on time or no time do finish. kill th brain. grrs.

2010-04-27T21:26:00.004+08:00

hello hello! I'm back already. okay. was busy with school work and all. Gonna start Institute day's rehearsal already. meaning going hm late and no break or very short break. haix, I'll be ''enjoying'' th stress involved. YOG conference, rehearsal's for I-day and upcoming presentations and homework high on list. when do I ever get a day off sia. Miss me ppl. I wan watch IP MAN II! Jio me go see!

2010-04-22T12:10:00.002+08:00

GP now. Grrs. I hate th teacher! Edit th post later aft lesson (:

ps @ 11.37pm

off to bed le. post tmr. was bz just now. Ciao!

2010-04-20T21:32:00.003+08:00

I finished chinese and history presentation. yay! to a big extent la. cos I haven got back all th research. but presenting tmr, so will b doing touch up tmr morning with Cheryl's lappy. She's gonna kill me with her so called parang knife cos I just mailed her. ahaha (: I dun care already. Institute rehearsal tmr. there goes my day with Mummy to shop at Amk. Was thinking of cheating her money ok. LOL. Nvm. next time got chance! XD. in charge of smth else I forgot wad besides presentations. damn. there goes my voice.

today's assembly stand in front of th sch. so paiseh. I mean I stood there with my council. So ok lor. haha. (: I'll b doing that for the next 2 years until I step down or until I kena 'axed'. LOLOL. Only when assembly is in th hall then no need. Got to do my written assignments now. sad or smth. Ciao! :)

2010-04-19T22:29:00.002+08:00

iloveboyfriend.
iloveDenise too.
loveSitifour.
iloveJoyfive.
iloveXiaosiaoSix.
ilovesleepingseven.

got my photos from investiture alr. wait uh. I lazy to upload. got to do my history presentation and chinese presentation like now. wonder wad time can I sleep tonight sia. D: love me ppl. miss me ok. (:

2010-04-18T21:40:00.001+08:00

345th post. and I'm having second thoughts only like now. Its too late. I'm in.

got to finish my gp soon. love me, love you.

2010-04-14T22:01:00.002+08:00

investiture officially ends today. but its another beginning to my life in MI. th responsibility to assume. I'm gonna survive. Ushering today was alright. Shall edit th post next time. aft I get my photos. Ciao!

jiayou girls! i won't make it on friday alr. kill me.

2010-04-11T16:34:00.003+08:00

shag like totally. gonna catch ''clash of th titans'' with Darl and co. I hope I dun fall asleep. LOL. I got sch till going 6 on monday. Investiture to 8.30 on Tues. Meaning i'm missing all th individual's events for wushu gang. Good grief. I got chinese express course to 4 on Fri. which is their Group events day. Fucked up week. Damn.

Weilin: Yes I missed you! especially ytd when I'm working and staing into space. Wondering how good it would be if someone can crap with me and you weren't there for me already. Daddy not working ytd. so its like even extra sian.

Tengteng: OK. :D miss you!

Fionnie: I don't know when you gonna read this but still, I don't support your decision of, you know giving birth at 18. Whatever your decision, msg me. I'm late for work today cos you called me last night so late you noe. I don't blame you. I know its emergency luh. (: cheerup. children are cute but.. not now la. I really dunnoe how to say it in your face. I just can't. sorry and take care alright! Call me. (:

2010-04-07T22:57:00.004+08:00

GOOD JOB AND LUCK wushu gang! Imissedyoududddes lottttts! But th thing is I'm not gonna make it for interschools at all. can you ppl believe this. I got lessons till 5smth tmr. and tmr's Jiawen's, Shuhui's Alvin's and Meimei's comp. Yet I can't make it. I'm missing out all my darlings comp like already. Xinyi also. Miss her like so madly. Die. I got investiture rehearsal on friday also. Fuck. Die liao. I'm missing everything.

taken at today's investiture rehearsal :D

XB: duck is not good for health. dun eat so much! :D
Tengteng: Chill darl. Love you. Anything call me. Just dun give up. You and bf will get over that slut de. No point so pissed over a fucked up slut right. OMG. Look at th language I'm using for you. D: smile kk (:

XX: Love you too :D

2010-04-05T23:16:00.004+08:00

the awesome death of all: to be murdered mercilessly by my homework. But nonetheless I love and I miss wushu gang. I miss secondary school life. I miss the really-do-homework-mood I had weeks ago. I'm sick and tired of the endless homework already. 'A' levels aint easy. And I'm still hanging there. Want to die but din die. Want to live properly also got issue. Damnit. Chinese lit got a damn ZERO over twenty. Wtfuck is wrong man. I meant I DID MY WORK for goodness sake. I din even get a ONE mark for the two pages of philosophy/knowledge/at-least-I-tried-and-attempted-coherent-type-of-really-hard-work. Teacher din even give me ONE damn mark. Making me so procrastinating and demoralising. Argh. Fuck hell. I'm not doing homework alr. I mean for tmr. Its going to be a really awesome dinner with darlings. Talk cock sing song. No homework, I swear. I hate it.

PS: Alvin, you are supposed to be doing homework and not killed by it like me. I'll study with you if I'm not working ok. Meanwhile its like less than 1/2 a year if you want to do well. Jiayou ok! Miss ya. XD.

Off to do my written work.

I miss XX.

2010-04-03T17:32:00.003+08:00

340th post.
I'm
Had worked today. Still can't find my plain white top. Gonna buy it somehow by this weekend. Court shoes spotted some at BATA. But my friends say that's buy and throw away. Awesome eh. LOL. Anyway, gotta pay for like tie and blazer so... I'll still be spending money. and I'm gonna be so broke. Damn.

I love boyfr.
I love Tengteng.
I love Wushu gang.
All th best to everyone. And I wan to see all of you getting medals ok! :D

2010-04-01T23:04:00.006+08:00

CIP today. sweating so much. but it's a fruitful event aft all. din manage to get my shirt at woodlands, yishun and amk. nice one. I hat office wear.

smile uh, boyfr! dun so upset alr. :D

I love Shuting! XD.

2010-03-31T19:53:00.001+08:00

boyfr's a dumbumb, XD.

2010-03-30T22:54:00.002+08:00

mountains of homework almost killed me. Good luck wushu gang! Win more medals. To Tengteng: All the best at NP yay! XD. Off to bed.

I love boyfr. :D

Sports council rehearsal tmr. h=gonna be b manx. D:

2010-03-29T22:32:00.002+08:00

weilin: yeah. for th last 2 weeks I worked at Shaws, I haven got th chance to go find him. I missed his itouch. Makes me tempted to get one too. Gonna save up alr. D:

I have yet to finish my homework. Kill me. kill my brain.

2010-03-27T21:37:00.005+08:00

335th post.

Been doing homework like almost th whole of today. Had my hair cut. Its super short alr. D: Grrs. Missed th dinner date with Denise (love) and Joy (love). Damned. and my homework is nowhere near done just complete some. Forgive me ? I know they will. They can't stay angry with me for too long. haha :D

I love you :D, th dumb who waited for 30mins last night. I'm seriously slow. You forgve me too :D that's th dumb thing ever.

I missed wushu gang. th only time I get to see them is like during interschools. But most of my assignments is due april. Alot of meetups with different groups of ppl. But work is not done. Hope to see them this comp. And If I recover in time, nationals in May/June. I loved and missED wushu gang ttm! D:

2010-03-23T23:09:00.001+08:00

damn. i have updated like !@#$%$^&*^%$#@. I'll edit this post. If I ever finish my hw. god bless.

2010-03-15T21:02:00.004+08:00

Jeremy said this before alot of time. ''whatever don't kill you make you stronger.'' th right knee stopped my wushu training, made me missed my very 1st 'A' division, handicapped me like almost totally and cock up all my plans like so smoothly. Why th hell did I forgot my guard man. It still hurts once every few hours and I finished my painkillers alr. Nice one. I hope th break from training will really make me stronger. It had better not weakened me. I'd rather die and get another cca than stay to humiliate myself. I love wushu. and I always did. D:

Its was a no sales day ytd. Orchard's Shaw is seriously not a good place for business man. LOL. So many angmoh but nobody buy de. See see look look only. Had this 'Meow!' talk with Wani and leonard. He's th one who started this craze la. Wani stood beside me and msged me 'Meow!'. and I think I msged almost alot of close ppl that. kena scolded by forgot who. made me so upset aft that I dun feel like replying th msgs that came as 'wad's that?' LOL. homed and did my biz notes.

today had th minimart training. Dozed off. Ya. If you know how it feels to b like lack of sleep for th past 2months. LOL. Break and evrything. settled biz plan alr. and I'm like sick of business when its th only subject I can keep up with. Nice one. I'm so dead. I'm going to do my hw now. miss me ok. :D

The most beautiful word in the world I learnt awhile ago, "we". :D I love th way it is mentioned ''we''.

2010-03-13T22:19:00.006+08:00

had a long day today. worked at mac 7 to 11.05. then rush to orchard. got lost for like 3omins cos I went to th wrong Isetan. Shat, fuckit. Met Shakina up and talk cock until Wani came. Cheered me up with her freaking lame stuff. break with Shakina. Ljs-ed. Back and talked alot. sold only 3 watches. some serious talk aft Shakina go home. some bgr stuff. and Wani is like so experienced. hah. Yeah. its tiring and commiting. I know. suan le. 说多错多, might as well dun say already. watching
就想赖着你 now. awesomely distressing. :D

someone define me love and like please.
love: contains elements of like.
like: is it made of elements of love too ?

screw th damn question. :/

Anyway, wushu gang, and all.
I'm only free on thurs and fri next week. Jio me out yeah. If not you can wait till june holiday le.

Mon: Business training until 4pm.
Tues: Extra history lesson until 2pm.
Wed: Maths test and lessons till 3pm.
Thurs and Fri: JIO ME OUT! XD.
Sat and Sun: working th whole of weekends. If you ppl din jio me out, Imma going study alr. See this Denise ? Jio me go out laaaaaa. :D

and its been a freaking long time since I went clubbing. I therefore pronounced I'm a good girl. :D

2010-03-10T23:15:00.002+08:00

331st post.

I know I said smth wrong. smth you weren't expecting to hear. I'm so sorry. really.

had lesson with Cheryl th whole day. Went Bugis with Ben aft sch. For my bag and find Tengteng. Homed aft that. reach hm early and had dinner with Mum. I'm tired of sch alr. (:

2010-03-09T21:15:00.001+08:00

and I'm not gonna let it rest at that.
you're fucking dead.

2010-03-06T18:13:00.003+08:00

Jed said ' to go with th flow'. When I'm blur like seriously. shat. :@

2010-03-04T23:07:00.003+08:00

cooked at Joy's house. Unexpectedly I cut my hands. and I dun dare to say its painful. cos I noe I'm gonna get scolded. Oh well, its like entirely 5months since I offficially cooked. Like you noe, last yr practical for Os. Its like damn long le manx. Had dinner with Shijia, Joy, Baoyang, and Huisheng. Its not th taste of th food that mattered. Its th effort everyone put in. (: loved it. although its like too salty la. It would be even better if that dumb can hadn't attempt to bleed me. Fcukit! Played cards and homed. lost, everyone had fun is wad it matter uh. HAHA. (: anw pay is just in. so i'm alright like financially. but th graphic calculator is like freaking ex manx! hundred plus leh. I need to borrow from loansharks when th vendors come alr.

love them ttm! XD. going slp alr. lazy to blog about wad happen ''last few days''. Just know that I'm struggling with A level like everyday liao. Gp maths and H2/3 chinese. damn. history, business and th others also beginning to wear me down liao. I'm tired be it going to sch or coming home.

Jingjing and Tengteng darlings: you are alr linked. (:
I can't believe I'm jealous of Tengteng! she got into th course I missed my damn interview like 1 month ago. Forgetit! staying focus. I love 'A' level. My ass.

我爱你,才怪. XP.

2010-03-02T22:47:00.001+08:00

can't believe I'm blogging right now. back to my history hw alr! slp early ppl.

and I made th decision of not taking part in interschool this April. Kind of turned off by school. sucky school. sucks even more without training like seriously. Should be missing nationals too. damn. If I dun recover by then. Screw th right knee. damn th ligament. shat!

Horrendous homework!

2010-02-28T17:10:00.004+08:00

Life ain't getting any better. Tonnes of hw yet to be complete. Weilin! Currently blogging on daddy's iPhone. Haha. Envious uhs. Haha. Chingloong and Renyi came to mac just now. Got them their breakfast and talk for awhile. And chingloong is so much taller than me alr. To think I'm taller in primary sch uh. Lol. Ended work at mac had my meal and trained to somerset. Found daddy and started working. Lol. Damn
shag and omg de tired.

2010-02-26T21:44:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LIONEL GOH JUN YI [OR THE ONE I ALWAYS CALLED LIONESS].
happy 14th birthday. love you as a junior. haha. study hard and get a good subject combination next yr. win more medal in this April competition. all th best in wadeva you do ok !

Got him a msg in th mass birthday card. just like mine, its th effort of th whole wushu gang. haha. (: smeared cream on his face and th rest followed suit. my bad :P

was studying. like busybusybusy studying th whole of this week like seriously. did like at least 4 essays in 5 days. my pens are running seriously low on ink. lol. one week of serious work and I really cannot stand it liao. Gp is stressful, so is history, so is business, so is chinese lit, so is higher chinese and so is MATHS in particular. so manymanymany hw to complete over th weekends. there goes my drama time man. I'm missing zhongji alr.

went back Hs for th chitchat session and celebration. Missed them man. had a good laugh at th group trng. hilarious due to th fact that they keep chiong-ing but their actions is like not really there. teacher was worried about my knee. scare I can't recover in time. yeahs, I'm th one worrying th most la. wrapped up and cleaned th table. bye-d to them. trained to dover and did my history reading. trained back aft that. it was sweet. hohos :D

2010-02-20T18:11:00.004+08:00

Wasn't late for work. some theory of critical thinking popped out of no where. too stressed of gp already. shat. must relax abit. supposed to work till 12pm and finish my hw before going hm then smth happen I worked till 2.47pm. Ok. and bought my stuff. homed, and napped. OMG. I'm not gonna survive 'A's.

越想念你就越孤单. damnit. I won't alr. (:

To XX: was listening to 梁静茹's 听不到 and this part damn suits u right now [沉重都给我微笑给你] dun so no mood le. go study. anything wait till aft exams then settle. can wait de la.must prioritize rmb. jiayou !

2010-02-19T18:41:00.006+08:00

17/02/10
happy 18th birthday YUNWEN ! XD. history was a blur state. idk wad i've done. just stare into space thru out. lucky teacher nv catch me. and home tutor period. went for trng. due to my forgertful-ness, I din bring knee guard for right knee. no guard means no jumping. jumped anyway and fell while running. landed heavily on that damn right knee. sprayed cold spray on it. relieve pain for awhile only. swollen abit. din care about it. wanted to carry on with trng aft resting and realised I can't. too pain liao. so just rested. daddy not free to fetch me due to OT, XX got smth on. Clive nv reply me. So homed alone.

walked damn slow. but got back home in th end. thanks god. wanted to skip joy's house for visiting but her mum cooked our share of food liao. so went to her house anyway. met XX aft that. th medical shop in kovan nv did open [fuckit]. cabbed to Changi general hospital's a&e. Registered and blahblah. waiting time was ok [compared to th time I waited with mum] if that knee hadn't hurt twice. damn. cabbed hm aft that. XX walked hm alone. I felt so guilty. D:

18/02/10
got mc but went to sch anyway. like I said I'm gonna study. so I dun wan to miss lesson if possible. took th lift. can't tahan th stairs. lol. went to th primary school opp Mi. They performed. I din. apologised and they din blame me. haha. thanks god they are such good ppl. homed. aft homed aft gp. Horrendously, its all about angmoh angmoh and more angmoh. omfg. so difficult de.

19/02/10
I must mentioned I had my facial ytd. Ok, its been a long time since I had mine. omg. can't imagine how it has been. break out! argh! Joy say cannot worry about your pimples. because th more u worry about them, th more u have. th more u have th more u will worry about them. haha. quite true. and it did slow down when I totally forget about that. stress management ehs. omg. I flunked it. like totally. ok. dad fetched me at tpy central and slept my way home. ate dinner with them and tv-ed with them also. For th first time in 2010 that I ate dinner and watch tv with them properly bahs. as in really at home and accompanied them. not like due to bo bian or wad. :D happy!

2010-02-16T23:32:00.003+08:00

14th Feb.
1st day if cny. overslept and late for work again. working with Shijia. very fun. homed aft work with Shijia and went to watch 大兵小将. it was awesome if not for th duration. too long liao. or it is I'm too sleepy alr to enjoy it la. (: homed and slept.

15th Feb.
dun really rmb wad happen. nonetheless, worked and tired myself thoroughly. PH and school holidays like nv holiday lidat. dun even dare to go mc la. damn. I will. I will get one this week I hope.

16th Feb.
fucked up day. lao cb fucked my day totally. nice one. nobody has done that before to me in at least 3yrs. you bitch broke that record with such words. I hate u. Mum nv teach u how to treat other ppl properly is it. If you wanna complain me pls make sure ur command of english is good enough. dun make me laugh my ass off man, sucker.

anw, 2 things that made me happy, saw Shuhui and her Mum who came to find me and talk for awhile. and breaking and bitching non stop with Weilin like finally in 2weeks. I'm gonna die if I dun bitch it out man. Omg. I need Siti to bitch with me like right now. someone or anyone. Please. love you.

shall edit and update th next time I blog. got to slp alr. tmr got sch. nights ppl.

2010-02-13T17:48:00.003+08:00

12 Feb.
wasn't late. had celebration and etc. got to know our combination. art stream of mgnt of business, chinese lit, history for H2. Genereal paper, maths, project work and chinese for H1. sports council meeting aft that. trained to XX house and da pao up lunch. ate and sent XX to outram. train back Kovan to meet Joy. bought my pens and shoes. pooled. homed. XX came. all of us dinner tgt. (: sent XX to bus stop. must mention he did bully me otw ah ! slept.

13 Feb.
late for work for 5mins. no bus came. lols. work was ok. very bust later. Blogshop owner came to meet me. got me and mei's headphones. I love it ! XD. bus with Daniel to hgp there find his friend and homed. went to 2nd aunt house aft that. reunion dinner. settle th new yr plants and here I'm blogging. (:
missed him of a sudden. haha. 错觉 le ba.

should be working for th next few days, won't be blogging. If I have th time I will la. till then. miss me. (:

2010-02-12T20:05:00.005+08:00

09 Feb.
haaaaapy 17th birthday to KEVIN LOW JI HUA [MEIMEI !] XD. [and today is th only day I'm of th same age as h[im]. anything luhs. Love his nonsense to th max. (:
had mgnt of business with singyuan. dun really understand anything. but its definitely better than gp. lols. lesson was ok and still sleepy in centre stage. too much aircon and comfortable chairs. haha. slept or doze off. ate at cafe. its making me poor and spending way too much for break and recess. lols. but I love th food there la. (: was late for sch and kena detention. accompany Jed to his class' debate aft he helped me to borrow my law books. His class won. (: and its almost time to sign out. he went hm with friends and I went off to meet XX. XD. sent XX home and buy my knee guard. need it like seriously. homed and talked to XX otw. (: had dinner late n oink.

10 Feb.
missy's turned 18th ! HOHO. tonnes of msg. inspiration from Alvin's blog passed by. top 10 ppl who msged for bday greetings include:
1) Daniel.
2) Siti.
3) Baoyang.
4) Qiuyi.
5) XX. XD.
6) Pork!
7) Kevin Meimei [thats so unepected and happyhappy.]
8) Joy. xD.
9) Yunwei, (:
10) Suzi.

Ps if I din reply u uh. Phone was lagging due to incoming calls and messages. thank you ppl. love you ! Shu ting gave me chocolates. Ace, botak and China guy for their greetings, Yunwei for th daisy puppet (me love it !) and a lot more that I forgot wad. I LOVED th card from wushu gang. thank you Shuhui for making it ok. HAHA XD. spent most of my time in sch, tutorials and cca. homed very late. met XX. went to store and get my cake my drink and cards. homed. got a ice cream cake and cream cake for brthday. happyhappy. XD.

11 Feb.
had accounting. omg. i think i can flunk it liao sia. and marketing. only familiar with HR sia. damn. will work hard de.

2010-02-08T23:02:00.005+08:00

06Feb.
worked morning at expo. din have th time to sleep in or anything.

07 Feb.
full shift and talk cock with Alice, Yirong and SEIKO guy all th while. doing pack up super stress. almost sealed up th wrong cartons. why din Boss schedule someone else sia. why me ?

08 Feb.
Gp. dun wish to elaborate wad happen. See my Fb. a girl that sat in front of me during Gp set herself against me. irritating me to death with her best effort. I waas paying attention and trying to take notes despite a lack of slp huh. and she has to push MY TABLE [ ME WANT TO EMPHASIZE IT'S DONE ON PURPOSE ALRIGHT.] and show me her bird face. got so fed up and pushed back MY TABLE in th original position. sounds so primary school right ? I'm just playing with a xiao meimei. anything you not happy, jolly well fuck yourself bitch ! I'm not giving u a bloody damn. train to kovan later with Singyuan and settle our bankbook stuff. Met Joy later and bused to bugis. Shopped and got our stuffs. Ate a lot :D homed and dinnered. off to bed now. :D till then.

Yanqi [ahwang !] : yes. me start sch last last week.
Barney: Carrot called her that. so idk why, haha. :)

2010-02-05T23:17:00.005+08:00

03 Feb.
had tutorials or smth I forgot. omg. decided th combinations alr. had cca fair. joined wushu. trained and omg. teacher dun like me or smth. kept picking on me. lol. and th standard of th wushu team is [omg-ok niahs]. train to meet XX at Bishan. Ate vegetarian fried rice. nice ! bused home with XX. :D

04 Feb.
submitted my subject combination form. one science course and one art course. both have management of business, econs. only difference is either taking another H2 subject of history or mother tongue language and literature. H1 choosing maths. so that's all and getting result next week. chiong to expo. butbutbut ! took 66. wrong decision. rotted on bus for 2 and a 1/2 hours to reach bedok bus interchange and train there. sold 3 watches, 2 Nauticas and 1 Nike. nice one. almost sold one at th wrong price. like dumb or smth. 50% discount I almost gave th cust 60%. lol. like drunk lidat. Homed and slept.

05Feb.
last day of orientation. meaning last day fun. had th MI dance. photo taking. uploaded onto facebook. nv add me then no need see liao. hahas. :D train to compass aft that. bought my clips and dinnered at BK. bus home aft that. OMGOMGOMGOMG ! XX bought me a DAISY. hahaha. :D Love it ! hohos. and its sitting in my lap like now. :DD

thankyou ! :D loveyou, but ilovedaisy more.

Carrot: I mean daddy guohua''ng'' is not around to bitch about LV bags with me le. damn sian lidat.
Jia'an: You can see it. its either art or business course. :D

2010-02-02T22:46:00.004+08:00

28/01/10
first day in school. had ice breaking. leaders were trying their best. but not to much success. lol. befriended Singyuan, Ace and Ace's friend. Ace is so cool. He noe how to speak chinese despite being an Indian. Its like so cool man. homed aft work at expo. freaking tired. thanks for coming. :D you noe who you are. (:

29/01/10
Befriended Shu ting from Temasek and we hit it off right away, :D haha. school was still horrendous and Gugan convinced me to get out of MI, lol. Got some talks and they yak yak yak. I slept or doze off at certain timing, :P sleepy ehs.

30/01/10
worked at expo if I remembered correctly ? I dun really rmb wad happen on this day ? Nth special ah. D:

31/01/10
last day of Guohua''ng'' at Isetan. As in officially la. then took photos. Next post I then upload. lazy to do so like now. lol. sold only one watch for th entire day. Nice one. homed and oink like nobody business.

01/02/10
had critical thinking workshop. very motivating huh. Made me realise wad I really want in life. there's no second chance. think of wad you're thinking to do. lol. went Sengkang from school. Waited for someone in th polyclinic. Thought I went to th wrong one when I din see th person I'm supposed to see. MOE called and I realized I got th date wrong for my bursary/scholarship interview. Nice one, stupid ass. Bus to tampines and train to expo. worked and homed. Oh ya, I saw Yirong. eh em's ex gf. stunned me for a moment. Laughing th whole way there. Thanks to Shakina. Cheered up and chased away th school blues alot. haha :D

02/02/10
today arrive school on time. lol. haha. then kena extended to 2pm instead of 12.45pm. had some business talk. decided on my courses. One art and one business course. See MI give me which one then I take and study. Will not appeal already. Train to Kovan with Ace. Played pool with Siti,, Kengchin, Joy and Ace. Nice one. Yuying gang up against me. I won one out of three. lol. Talk on th phone with XX and prepare to bath and everything. Went out for dinner at Bishan with 2nd aunt and her family. Walked around and homed. :D gonna slp aft I blogged. although I promised XX I going sleep liao. till then ppl. miss me lots. :D

CARROT: thank you. I dun wan to study hard. but i've to. omg. Hate it man.
LEEGUOHUANG: lee guo huang sounds so omg.
LEEGUOHUANG: NI GUAN WO also.
XIAO BAI: "hi" to xiao bai. ''bye'' from daisy.
YUAN YUAN(: : 3 times how many time also nvm. dun worry (:
YUAN YUAN(: : same same la. th colour now looks better, thanks. :D
Porky™: laughing at your face. haha :D
YUAN YUAN(: : yeahs, no more golden monkey liao. have to go Orchard find daddy.

2010-01-27T22:21:00.006+08:00

wad I din wan to see did came true. all th bad things I dreamt. Very very accurate.

I got into MI, science stream. OMG. I can't believe I'm starting school as of tmr.
And I'm going to take my A level in less than 3 yrs time. Yeah. A level, when I barely scrape through O huh. Nice one.

Was suppose to call Huisheng for school at 8. Set th wrong alarm wake up at 6am. On my phone and saw this message from 74688 :

MOE: KANG JIA QI, you are posted to MILLENNIA INST, SCIENCE (43S) under 2010 JAE. Pls report to JC/MI on 28 Jan 10 at 7.30am.

can you imagine my shock ? For goodness sake, I'm taking A level. that was nv my intention. It was my 5th choice. But th only good [or should I say best] thing that can happen is there's wushu and Wen Da is th one instructor. Cool huh. Call Huisheng aft that. was bitching all th while. I dun believe it myself.

Met Huisheng for breakfast at Hg mall McD. Hotcake sausage with milo. I needed some sweet stuff in me before I go crazy. Felt better, send him to mrt station and go ntuc buy smth Mum want. At that point of time when I was making payment, I can't find my ezlink. Had to use adult card. Shat. JC will extend concession for us and we are using th same card. DAMN. I have o pay going 20bucks for a damn card I'm using for th next 3 years. Suay or smth. Wad's worse can happen huh. Me dropping th whole wallet or my phone. OMFG. on a suay-mode now. anything also can go wrong.

Bitch with Shakina. Met up Wilson. Talk cock with Leonard. Exchange numbers with Yvonne. Knew Cassendra and Yirong. Set up for Robinson expo and suntec. Tmr's gonna be a long day. Going to sleep le. Will be reporting tmr at 7.30am. aft orientation until like 3pm plus I need to rush to expo there. Power le la. Will reach home going 12 le eh. Super sian. So many things I haven do. OMG. I haven go cycling with Alvin, shopping with Shuhui, movie with Jiajun, learn spear from Zhiyong, bitching with besties, learn how to do sushi, get Jiawen's and my headphone from blogshop owner, enuff time to stare into space before poly starts [that's not gonna happen alr.], and th list goes on.

AND AND AND !! I can't go and get that driving license aft my 18th birthday. how many shat can still happen huh.
-Had my last supper last night. I doubt I can go out so late again.
-Last working day with Weilin ytd.
-Be a happy girl since last night.

I hope to get course combination S103 cos there's MOB [mgnt of business] :D
then I'll be a happy girl in my new school. One positive thing about going to school : April comp I can compete le ! As a 'A' girl leh. Gonna pressure Wenda teach me th new spear. :D

I'm having an unknown headache that pop out from nowhere. I'm not prepared for all this that came down on me. Yetl

2010-01-26T12:15:00.002+08:00

315th post.
sales was ok ytd. I'm really gonna miss Guohua[ng]'s nonsense. And I've to read more chinese books to improve my chinese if I'm gonna face th new colleague.
*see this Guohua, when you come back from M'sia. :P

Yuanyuan: Golden monkey now become grey monkey alr. He dyed his hair ma. :)

Off to work. Slept too much of late. omg. Have to sleep lesser and wake up ealier. tmr will be stationed at Expo. Omg. Will be meeting Wilson and Wani I think. Hope I dun get lost alright. :D Bless me. till then. (:

omg. tmr, and th result will be out. holy crap.

2010-01-25T11:12:00.005+08:00

saturday:
worked with Guohua. talk cock alot. its gonna be those last last days we can crap tgt. He's gonna transfer to Orchard alr. and a china guy is coming in to replace him I think. Imagine me speaking chinese th whole day. It'll be like omg. LOLOL. Bought make up for aunt and bused home with Huisheng. :D

Sunday which is ytd.
Work full 8 at cafe. very long din work full 8 alr. happyhappy. someone face super black la. Wthell lo. Break with Baoyang. bullied him so much. evil huh. :D

I hate *****. like seriously. damn him. anything also can say. talk to baoyang got thing to say. talk to yunwei also got something to say. Ya, Missy me is not fucking gonna talk to you. there's nth you can do abt it. I hate your guts. Try getting new companies to accompany you. I dun give a shity damn. They will soon get to see your true colours. Try embarrassing other ppl to no end. thats wad you are born to do. no one else can do better than you. so carry on until even th ppl with good temper is also gonna leave you alone. 3years plus going alr. you are still who you are. Sickening, irritating and loathesome. I hate your guts. Everything also want to have a say. Think of who you are and your position. Dun make me call you rojak like wad other ppl are calling you behind your back manx. You are so gonna cry your lungs out. Continue to talk cock la. It will make me hate you even more. Stop trying to act cool, act lonely, act emo, act whatever you want. You had better not cover anyone in cafe AGAIN. I'll give you a lousy shift and th worse handover you ever get. Bleahs :@

aft work went superbowl with Joy. Bowled with wushu gang, or should I say 1/2 of my wushu gang. Jiawen, Shuhui, Shuhui's mum, Lionel, Zhiyong and pork. Yaolong came much later and they say they gonna blame me on monday for trainin. Say I bring them go bowl then their hands very tired or smth. Shall join them for training this friday. Which is my only off day this week. Super sian de. Played house of dead with Lionel. Sad to say we died too early. but it was still fun though :D waited for Yaolong to come and we went for dinner at Kobayashi. Laugh until full alr. I almost choked on my drinks thanks to pork's face. Lionel and Zhiyong went comics connections. Shuhui and her mum bused home. me, Jiawen and pork trained to compass. pork went walkwalk alone. me and Jiawen go aunt house. Laughed at didi's height for awhile. He retorted cos he;s a small kid. Nice one ah. :D love him to th max.

Monday which is today:
working at Isetan. again until 9.30. this month mostly earning basics le la. Commision is not good. In a night, I may nv sell anything at all. hai hao have incentives to count on. If not eat grass le. LOL. :D off to prepare for work. Miss me. (:

2010-01-22T20:55:00.003+08:00

woke up freaking late like 11 going 12pm. prepare and went out for training. T'cher help me to split and warm up. very th pain. training was ohmytian. learned th 1st intl spear. It was tough. Cher got me to teach or rather I shaould say supervise th 2 small girls. awesomely tough. LOL. Jingjing and shuhui kept sharing jokes with me and realised I really missed out alot. intensive training and stuff. I'm not gonna miss their comp in April. Nothing gonna stop me alr. I promise. *Cross finger I can afford th time.*

Talk cock with Jingjing, Shuhui and Brandon about th Sabrina crap. Inside joke *evil smile*. Shuhui and me trying to act like th two of them. One say 'I love Brandon' , one say 'I love Sabrina'.

Brandon tried to change th focus of attention to me. Say I msg Bf. I din. :D
He din believe me of cos. Xinyi still wan to check my phone somemore. And I got Jiajun, Jiawen, Zhiyong, Shangge ang Jingjing to say bye to Brandon saying 'I love Brandon'. HOHO, proceeded to point. w/draw money and got to eat my ice cream. Walked to my house here de bb court. played match.

screw that orange shirt boy with his guai lan face. diao-ed our pork. Shat him ! Grrs. Bought bubble tea and all of us homed tgt. :D loved them ttm.

CARROT: nvm. dun matter anw. ps for being late. :P
YUAN YUAN: My Boyfr is cute luhs. wad else. :D

2010-01-21T10:08:00.002+08:00

currently blogging using Wendy's laptop. Cool huh, opening shift and yet online now at th same time. slow morning, no cust de. cafe meeting later with cafe team. gtg :D